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2010-08-22T19:42:00.002+08:00

Okay first week in camp wasnt that great. passed my test to self drive already and i got outfield for my first detail == tskkkk! 3D2N somemore! got sick when i wake up in the morning on the 2nd day. worst than you can imagine, got slightly fever, sore throat, cough, cold, headache, neckache, iyaaaa basically my whole body got screwed up. i think got bitten too much by all those damn mosquitoes, those are not original mosquito but commando type one! they bite your ass, your face, your nose, anywhere if there is blood in your flesh. am totally speechless, didnt know they were so despo for blood. but anyway i am still here blogging so that means i am still alive but still feeling quite sick and i have to book in later and thats the main point =( sighhhh!

and woah! went for "1040movie" sermon yesterday evening time with kenneth and it was so damn great! The whole thing last for about 4 hours. Powerful preaching by Jaeson Ma! talking about christianity revolution going on right now in asia and so as the movie was showing about.
WOOOOOO is all i can say about 1040. but was quite disturbed by the last part where almost everyone tongue speak because it was my first time seeing it and i got goosebumps by everyone actions =X and so did kenneth i guess! hahaaahaha. and i guess i am long forgotten by her while i am here having heartache every single day for the past 7 months. hahhh hilarious.

and this is Jaeson Ma single! click it now!

2010-08-10T19:15:00.002+08:00

Basic theory? Advanced theory? TP? Park here park there? Tskk! Where got time! =D
like like like finally finally finally finish my driving course after 3 month of training!
Booking out on saturday and booking in the next day for the past 3 month was no life, no time, no freedom for every single things.
SO woohoo right now, i am so so so so so gonna enjoy my off till Tuesday night!
and hell yeah right, it's Tuesday today. We just finish our course today and i cant believe they expect us to go back to our actual main camp on the same day. Damn.
Quite sad that all of the people which i have known for the past 3 month have to be separate and go back to our own respective unit already =(( Our group was like so happening ya know, so many crazy peeps =) most rojak group ever also. we've korean, china, malaysia, myanmar, thailand, eurasian, philiphines and so many more. hahaha but what to do? too bad. just hope that we will still see each other around. alright, time to pack up and back to camp =)

2010-07-20T17:28:00.002+08:00

Oh shit i feel exceptionally old today because i am officially 19 ! no more "19 this year", not anymore but I embrace aging. I'm not joking, it's very simple, as you grow, you learn more. if you stayed at 18 , you'll always be as ignorant as you were at 18, aging is not just decay, it's growth. It's more than the negative.

Anyway i have to admit this year birthday was one of the best ever, with so many amazing peoples around! Praise the lord! and my bank account rapidly depleting in just 1 week =P.
Saturday BBQ party was kinda screwed up with almost half of my friend list unable to turn up on that day =( Everything was just too last minute, the BBQ pit, the food and the guest list. but still =) it was still quite a success huh.

Predators on Sunday was good. Buffet steamboat with the guys yesterday was definitely one of the best i ever had, follow by the stupid boat quay trip and finally spending the whole night singing at Cineleisure =))))))))))

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Hmm, just feel like shouting out some of my opinions that Karen was saying on FB that day
This was what Karen say,
" This world is getting more and more crazy "
and i strongly agree with it.

Cant you see, peoples nowadays are so involved and wrapped up with materialistic things, egotistical things, career, having enough money, millions of little acts until they has no perspective on what's really important anymore.
The relationships we have, we take all these things for granted.

Where's the love i wondered.

That's why it's so important to find a loving relationship with someone because so much of the culture does not give you that but people nowadays, either they are too selfish to take part in a real loving relationship or they are just plain materialistic and realistic.

And this was what Karen say,

" are we all victims of conditioned responses doomed to repeat unconsicous relationship patterns over and over again? "

hahh.

But i believe God will give you someone who truly loves for LOVE BELIEVES! ...

And guess what, it's time for me to return to my stupid camp =(( so feel like blogging somemore =( hah, some other times then, seeya =)

2010-07-04T19:54:00.003+08:00

Just went to get my hair cut at Hougang snip avenue and i got entertain by the muscular man hahahaha so scary but somehow i still manage to endure through and it reminds me of your pretty filipino hair which he cut for you! ohmygod hahahaaha cannot stand it.

Anyway yyyyayyyyyyyyy TP this coming wed! Class 3 & 4, Here i come!
Hopefully i can pass it on my first time =)) Hmmm perhaps Class 2 too? I'm thinking to play some bike as well =X But still depend whether i can afford the time to take anot haha.

2010-05-31T19:13:00.002+08:00

想要放放不掉淚在飄

你看看你看看看不到

我假裝過去不重要　

卻發現自己辦不到 =(

假如能的话

若角色對調你說好不好?

2010-05-02T11:14:00.002+08:00

got posted to sungei gedong camp and i totally hate my new in-charge to the core. he's such an ass, freaking 150cm hobbit only know how to shout and scream at us all day long. This is the first time i see someone so annoying and irritating in my life, seriously like whatheshit. very very very very tempt to punch this hobbit in the face if only i wont get into trouble by doing that =X

Hmm currently have to wait for slot for my driving course and i doubt it will be so fast, at least have to wait 3month for it =( sighhh. have to do all types of shits that you cant imagine for this 3month before i can get posted to my driving course =( and there's so many seniors that like to take advantage of us seeing that we just came in as a trainee. and guess what, _|_ right on their face, bunch of assholes.

Anyway i got nights out every single day, still not bad huh :) can go outside from 5pm to 10pm :)
But still like not enough time. went to watch ipman2 with my mates that day and we have to cab to and fro because we were running out of time. and yeah, ipman2 is awesome kick ass! must watch!

ermm and half of my trainee mates are from china =| everyday chao ni ma de, chao ni ma de until i am quite sick and irritated by it already tskkk. another half of the guys are all nice people =) coincidentally, 1 of them is my secondary school best friend woots =) life is going fine inside with these great peoples =)

and i hope i can achieve what i want to in this 2 years.
zx have faith!

she says she's so in love, she finally got it right
I wonder if she know she's all i think about at night

2010-04-20T22:21:00.005+08:00

OHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
I've to stay back in camp on this sat and sun for advance range shoot =((((((((((((((
Sigh and there goes my precious weekend.
arghh, it's suck to wake up so early this two days to go back camp and listen lectures for the whole 11 hours :( and there's so many china man in my group =|
The way they say " YES SIR!" made me goes SHALALALALAL HAAAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA =DDDDDDDD
am blogging this while waiting kenneth to come over my place then we will be going stadium for some run and some workout :) but i am so tired and sleepy right now :( hmm but cant helps, IPPT this thursday so have to train abit harder for the gold =X 200DOLLAR HERE I COME! HEHEHEHEHE.

he's everything you need,
he's everything you want,
he's everything inside of you that you wished you could be
oh my, i'm so envy of him, so jealous of him, so so so so and
i think i am a idiot and i am weird and crazy =X

2010-04-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

I spent 70dollar on cabbbbie today! NO WAY OH MY GOD =((((((((
I totally hate waking up so early to book in! =( 5.30am all the way from sengkang to jurong =(
and my camp is just right beside kian teck hostel and blue star =X so tempt to work can!
and lastly, screw my Gmarket orders upside down! stupid shit so troublesome like 1234. arghhhhhhhhhh!
damn it and goodnight everyone.

and i'm missing you again
Oh no, once again.

2010-04-19T01:11:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT? I ACTUALLY GOT POSTED OUT OF MY CAMP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!

Only 1% of my company people got the chance to be posted out and im actually one of them!! woots=) i'm still wondering is this a good thing or bad thing. like so weird you know? to be posted to a new camp with new environment and new faces. The peoples which i have been so close with for the past 4 months will be all gone =(((( wont be seeing them for a very long time until i finish my driving course in my new jurong camp 2. ohhh that's right! i forgot to mention that i am going to become a driver! hahah =D got stun for like 5 seconds before i response when they called out my name for the driver list, my mouth was wide open and face was so >O at that time. serious i am not joking. i still thought i was going to be some sharpshooter metaldoll shit thing. hah but driver still not bad huh? =) but i am still wondering how can they send a sharpshooter + ippt gold to become a driver? like so humiliating can =DDDDDDDDDDDD ohmygod i am so thick skin =DDDDDDDDD HEHEHEHEHEE. anyway im posting in to my new camp in another 5 hour time. gonna take a cab later as i got over 40kg of stuff to bring over :( stupid big kor dont want to fetch me over, only know how to sleep sleep sleep! pig ass.

Hmmm did anyone heard about the new movie KICK ASS? hey it is really DAMN KICK ASS okay! 5 THUMB UP! one of the blockbuster movie to watch before ipman2 and ironman2 release so yeah!!
and and i totally hate causeway point cathay cinema. the theatre i went in to watch, the screen was like 1m away from the first row of seat can? and i was on the fourth rows with my friends. okay the 1m is kind of over exaggerating but i have to slide my body down the seat until i can only feel half of my ass on the seat then it was just nice for me to see properly. tskk, watch until so uncomfortable :(

Anyway tml school reopening right huh? for quite some of you all =)
Hey, Please take good care of all yourself and stay healthy kay especially you, remember to eat all your meal and remember to bring your jacket and water bottle to school and remember not to skip too much lectures and tutorial even it's boring like 1234 or a weird neh neh lecturer with weird accent or whatsoever. most importantly please wake up like earlier so you dont have to cab to school like forever. blessed shall you be in the school, and blessed wherever you are.

hmm i tripped on dolphin leg yesterday night and knock my ankle against the cabinet. hmmm, i think i broke my ankle.

2010-04-16T02:00:00.001+08:00

just came back from K session with the tranquil peeps! woots so happy!:) been a long time since i K, the last time was like before i enter the army? so long ago alr can! anw basically it was me, terry and kenneth holding the mic during the 3 hour session. the rest all sitting one corner using phone and laptop! wth can, come ktv inside play handphone and lappy? tskkk somemore they all help to foot the bill =( sigh, i dont like! but appreciate that they all came down for the outing =) especially km! she got work in the nighttime but she still came down and she has to cabbed to her office right after the singing session. ahh thank you :)
hmm for some reason, the peoples and the atmosphere is just like that day, exactly 7 months ago from today. you were wearing the white top, jiapalang btm and the weirdo color jacket. hah, and i miss singing duet song.

ohh shit i forgot about the time!, i still have to wake up at 6am to book in later! sighh stupid one, go back just to know about our new vocation then book out again. waste of our time :( hmmm and there goes my civilian life once again :( but still not bad huh, at least i got to enjoy 9 days of it :) hope i wont have trouble adjusting back my body clock time. had been sleeping at around 2 or 3 almost every night and woke up in the afternoon time and now i have to adjust back to 10pm follow by 5am every day =((((((((((((((( different so BIG can!!! lalala whining session over, gdnight =D gtg.....

Everything was just a lie

2010-04-04T13:32:00.003+08:00

Woots! April fool! Scam and fool so many peoples on that day =D haha.
Booked out on thursday evening time but book back in on friday night time and book out again on Sat afternoon time and i have to book in later again =( so stupid right! just because of some armor relay run organise by our battalion. hey! there is like 13 battalion in armor ley but how come we are the one who organise the run? somemore my company are the one doing almost everything! ahhh stupid one.

Went to JB on friday afternoon, Ohmy, checkpoint, bus interchange, everywhere was crowded like some great singapore sale. I went out of my house at 1 pm but only manage to reach there at 4pm :( i and my friends was rushing everywhere like some crazy lunatics because i got to book in at 9pm because of the STUPID RUN!. Arghhh damn pissed off. But shopping was nice, seafood was even nicer =D Crayfish, Blackpepper crabs, Cereal prawns, sambal veg! bla blah blah, 1 pax pay like 20dollar sgd only. so cheap =D hahaha.

and i went to crystal jade kitchen with my family yesterday! bill was 300dollars! =X so expensive right!!! ohhh man but i think at least 100dollars went into my stomach =| hahaha stomach was bloated like some balloon. everything was nice especially the mango pudding, heavenly! must try!
but she's not here with me eating with my family this time, not anymore.

hmm =D quite looking forward for my pop this friday! friday friday friday! ohyeah goodfriday everyone! haha abit quite late and random =X wish everyone have fun at their easter celebration! grace upon grace! god bless!!
woots anw, 5more days to pop, po ,po, P!! =D family coming for my passing out parade! yay! =) but, but i wish more than that which is impossible.
i think i got some idea of my vocation after my pop already. I'll be the sharpshooter in my section holding on to 3xscope Sar21 and another 1 more weapon, Metaldoll which i dunno what the hell is that but i heard it weights 5kg only. uhhhhh like not so bad huh =)

You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing.

this song is kinda like, hmm true?
currently learning on guitar :)

2010-03-28T16:37:00.004+08:00

Ohmy ohmy April 9! 10more days to go! =))))))
i can almost smell pop!
Finished my 24km roadmarch at east coast park before i book out on friday. Tskkkk! took us 12 hours to finish it man. Now i know what is really "SHAGGG". hahaha.
And did i mention i went on a field camp trip at tekong last week? 6D5N! Best holiday ever. Horrible plus terrible, So not fun at all. Raining almost every single day =( nehneh.
And we march 18km back to ferry terminal on the last day and it rains too! tskkkkk!
But thanks god everything is over already! :)

Quite satisfied with myself for getting gold timing for 2.4km Ippt test this week, Like finally can! After i tried so hard everytime. haha.

Hmm went out with the singtel peeps yesterday night time. Went to eat at Cathay Astons. We Queue for like 1hour 20min for that, so long right? lol. and we went to took some neoprint at arcade after that, jieyin sponser ley! so nice of her right but the neoprint cost 3dollar only! lol! so budget! and the photo is so bloody small haha. you're right, you pay for the quality, yi fen qian, yi fen huo =D
and i hope i will be able to go Genting with hanqiang they all. hope they are going on the april time as i got 10 days block leave to clear after i pop =X

hey if you are seeing this, im sorry but i dont want to waste your time and my time and watch you fade away like she does.

it's amazing the things you will realize when you lose someone.

I didnt know you will impact me this much.
We used to be so close didnt we? we used to talk about things, anything, every single thing.
i thought i was your good friend? your best friend? your someone special?
It's amazing how things can just change in an instance and then i become your nothing anymore.
y ... why .. was everything even real ? was you too ? i wondered.

2010-03-07T13:24:00.002+08:00

Lunch with the tranquil peeps yesterday at big splash seafood international was fun :) But somehow it wasnt so happening as last year, alot of them think so too :(
And i saw quite alot of new faces, haha i think i am getting outlated. peoples was mentioning her name everywhere, so saddening that you are not here with me anymore.
felt quite upset when i heard that you wasnt coming, i still thought you would. hmm like the same as last year, we played bingo after our lunch and the total pool of money for this year was 470$$ =D needless to say, my group won it and we got ourself some free spare cash =D hehe.
Cycling at east coast park after that. There was Alex,Karen,Jon,Sandy,Zhixian,Jieyin,Kelvin,Jeffrey,Kiatmae,Xiumei,Norman,Ernest and Zack.
The weather was super great and so, we had a great good time cycling.
Spend some time at arcade and then went over to Suntec and that's it for the day =)

And did i mention that i accompany my big kor to penjuru to pack up on friday night time after i got home from camp? Wooo memories flashback into my mind like crazy.
I rmb the long dark, stretch of road into penjuru that we will always curse while walking in.
I rmb the bird face that you were about to cry when you got bullied, pestered by baia at penjuru 2 because i went over to 1. I rmb we will always whines like free when we saw the never ending queue. i rmb you fall asleep on my left arm when you were sick and i can only use my right arm to do 3 TD and all baias was laughing at us. i rmb every single little things.
Seriously i miss the simple life of working at roadshows. There was you, there was those fun working peeps, there was those irritating baia and nehs who will irritate you like hell.

Hah but move on with life, that's all i know and i can say beside whining over here but seriously, screw ns!

I have a problem.

It's taking a toll on everything I have.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done
.
I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.

2010-02-28T10:34:00.003+08:00

Hey gdmorning world! Ohmy live firing this week was so much fun and exciting you know =D but bloody tiring. Imagine firing at the same place for up to 18hours everyday uh! tskkkkkk! and i got sharpshooter marksmen with the highest score in my group =) 30/32 dont playplay =DD hehe.
and and guess what! i got the best improvement chins up in my whole platoon! from 2 chins up to 15 chins up, dont play play hor =DDD hehehe and i got a free donut as a reward for that == so encouraging can?

Anyway i'm so in love with guitar and piano nowadays. Been trying to spend as much time as possible on it when i book out everytime but i scare will become abit rusty during the weekdays period in camp =(
Hmm am going to play my guitar after i finish this post and gonna prepare for church after that then after service have to go home prepare to go back camp already =((((( and there goes my sunday.

Some dolphin and ricky photos below =))

RIP my beloved Uncle, you'll always be remember.

Its unexplainable
Kind of and unattainable
When the person you love aint enough.
I'm broken, tired, I feel so pitiful,
Look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.

2010-02-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

Best "im yours" cover ever =)

booked out at 11.59pm on Friday night and i have to book in at 8pm later. How cruel right =(
My back, shoulder, arm, is aching like nobody business now because of the damn road march on friday =(
Live firing this week and Outfield coming on next week! tsk! I am so tired seriously, Physically and mentally screwed. and I still see your face on my locker everyday, i still cant seem to face the truth, i still cant seem to accept the fact. why, tell me why you are so hard to forget. it've been a month already and im still so upset about it. i still think of you everynight before i go sleep. why, why do you have to lead me on all these while? why, why, why?

Your just a sad song with nothing to say

2010-02-13T09:43:00.004+08:00

Hey been a long time since i updated myself =D
Have been serving the army for 10 week already and i am officially in BMT phase now.
Time flies huh? 2 more month to my POP and i will be free from recruit life :)
Things is going pretty well for me inside just that i kept injure myself for no stupid reason! i swear i am damn unlucky during this 10 weeks time :( Sighh.
I shall elaborate one of the unlucky thing that happen to me and it happened just yesterday. I fell into a drain while trying to flag a cab at the roadside? funny huh? and i got myself a big deep cut on my right leg. My friends beside me was sort of freaking out because the blood was flowing out like free. Lol. It just wont stop bleeding even till today :( Unlucky isnt it?
But i know i am blessed and i know the good things is coming for me real soon =)

Anyway chinese new year and valentines day will be landing together on tml! it should be a good day for every single one of us but thing just dont feel right for me :( I'm actually feeling totally moodless about it :( Making plans from like 2 months ago for this special unique day but everything just goes down the drain like this, utterly upset and disappointed to the max.

and for some reasons, i think i've change alot .

Love is patient
Love is kind
Love doesnt envy
Love doesnt brag, is not proud
Love bears all things
Love believe all things
Love hopes all things
Love endure all things
Love never fails

2010-02-07T19:10:00.004+08:00

How am i suppose to watch this show myself? We promised we will finish it together isn't it?
Hah.

We used to talk like there's no tomorrow. But now, silence stands between us.

2009-12-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

hello peeps(=

today's my first official day of enlistment. you can call me botak from now on.
hahaha okay i'm just kidding(:
you cant okay, only huiwen can. LOL
you must be wondering how i can type this post out when i'm supposed to be in camp right now right?
heehee.
maybe i should disclose this great secret of mine now.
i'm actually.
not zhixiang/cheesiang/zx/kingkong.
HAHA. i'm not th dog as well! lol
okay sorry uh tired have to self-entertain(:
but anyway,
kingkong is in camp now, prolly sleeping judging by th time.
he is doin fine from what i know and he will be fine(:
since he cannot divulge anything that happened or will happen in there, i guess there's nothing much to write.
i think he cant say anything, thats what i heard.
but anyway, i guess he miss th world outside his camp and yea thats it(:

good night!

2009-12-10T03:37:00.000+08:00

hey everyone, my time has come, my life as a civilian is coming to an end soon, time for me to serve the nation in another 31 hours time =) fyi, i will be enlisting into keat hong camp, armor sars 40 so yeap. I know it's damn suay, damn bad, damn far, damn shiong and whatsoever so dont bother telling me.
will be going salon to have the sexy perfect haircut later when i woke up. tskkk i will miss my hair i swear, my brown hazel hair color =( sighhh.
anw havent been blogging in a week time since last post so let me tell you whats going on for the last week when i was countdown-in to my enlistment. it's actually quite boring for you to read but not for me.
i've been spending almost everyday with her and her and her and her and her and her and just her and yup that's it.
pretty boring right i told you so :) and i think she think she is very rich! she bought me a newcreation church book last sunday and that cost her 25 or 35 dollar and at the same very day, she want to bought me another wallet which cost 38dollar but of course i gave her some tight slap and paid on my own. but =)))) im just kidding abt the slap part. but still lotsa things happened between last week, like meeting the standard peeps for ktv session and bla bla bla, i am too tired to blog it out and i guess no one interested also so lalala.:).
and i guess thats it. by then, i will miss everyone especially all of the tranquil peeps! hanqiang, jonathan, weide, sandy, chel, jieyin, karen, alex, teeyuan, zhixian, terry, andrew, alfred and sry if i miss out yrs =) oh man they are <3 and oh shit i missed out one! and HUIWEN of course =)
alright! until then, take loads of care everyone. i guess someone will be blogging for me when i am gone so cheers.

i'm so sorry but i love you and i cant lie,

i hope everything will be alright and nothing will change.

2009-12-01T18:40:00.001+08:00

hey im uber boring and tired right now, am rotting in my room using my lappy to blog right now.
Went to had some shopping and brunch with bigkor and 2ndkor just now and there goes my 50buck, got cheated to paid for it first and got a thanks for the meal from them =X idiots!

and i just want to said i loved last sunday so much :) i miss it.
we met at 11.30am and then, church and shop and home swt home and watch tv and cook and slack and rot and poofs! 11.30pm already and she has to go =( time just seem to pass real fast :(
but still =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) so happy.
anyway did i mention we cooked chicken bolognese pasta for our dinner?=) haha cool right!!! but we basically just cook the pasta and heat up the bolognese which is already cooked by my dashao the day before so its actually some easy job :D but still took us quite sometime to get it done =D we talk and act like we are some kind of pro chef but when it comes to action, we are clumsy like 1234 <3
and we took quite alot of photos together =)))) likes them so much.

anyway i met up with jonathan and damien yesterday at Amk Hub =) reminds me back to genting days again! so much fun and laughter :)
and yesterday with them was the same as well, we ran around the whole place trying to settle down for our dinner but everywhere we go seem to be full house and we got real irritated by that. so we went to takeaway at subway and wondering where should we go and damien suggested a place for us to eat :) hmm i swear it's the last place you will ever think of sitting down to have yr dinner =X
and that's right, we went in to the arcade, sat down at a corner and finish up our food, very romantic and cool right! peoples who walked pass must be seeing us as a bunch of crazy retards haha.
Maximum tunes session awhile and then went to watch Ninja Assassin =X so freaking bloody violence like hell but it was seriously so damn nice =) damien said the movie very painful to watch haha!

Well, im gng to bring my dog Dolphin down for a short walk now =)
and i know i will be loving tml and thursday as much as sunday <3 looking forward to it! =)

2009-11-28T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps! i've officially moved to Sengkang`Anchorvale Drive from today onward! =) Am no longer staying in hougang anymore :X So please update it, Thanks! =))))
Tskkk yesterday was a tough day moving shitsss from my Hougang house to my new place. Took 6 peoples to help out ya know! special thanks to Biondi, Kenneth and PingXiong for being so helpful! but at least they got a subway meal in return =DD HaHa and of course the girl for coming to help me as well! helping me to pack all those super dusty wires =), helping me to carry my bottle and boxes =), helping to hang and fold all my clothes 1 by 1 into my closet! =) woots i just love her to bits =)

Went to ate Pizza Hut with her in the noon time today, we ordered 1 pan 9inch hawaiian pizza, 1 prawn agilo olio, 1 mushroom soup and 6piece spicy drumlets! WOAHHH! all these for the serving of 2 person! haha call us crazy you can! and ya know what? she actually ate more than me!! surprising huh? hahaha.
and she had a lesson at 10am and group project on 12pm at school but she reach at around going to 4pm? pretty cool huh? what more can i said? she just totally failed at managing her time. out of 10point, i can only give half =) as in half of a point, means 0.5/10 =DDDDDD
Tskkkk she's working right now and i swear she must be dead beat =(((((( i miss her so much but i will be seeing her tml so YAYY =))))))))))) so happy can =DDDDD

2009-11-12T12:39:00.003+08:00

Do you know how it feels like to stare at your computer screen doing nothing in particular for around 11hours? oh man!, i can tell you it's totally feel like shit, SHIT!!. I just spent my last 3 whole day playing Facebook games, Viwawa, Solitaire blah blah blah, rotting, rotting and just rotting. Time just seem to pass so slow over there :( tskkk! but just 2 more days and everything will be over! =DYay! anyway, was shocked to see crystal working at the accreditation counter ytd! so we went for lunch and she bought me up to their staff room and gave me their staff lunch box meal and we ate over there =D woots save money :D ya know, the food over suntec is damn exp can? haha.

After work, follow karen and alex back home to get his car and poof! went to this place called
"Everything with Fries"! Ohmygod, it's damn nice can! especially the "One Egg Soup"! Tskkkk! so damn nice!
we ordered ourself a main meal each with 3 different dish and 3 different flavor fries so that we can try and share :D all 3 are so nice nice nice :)
and ohyah!, did i mention Karen treat me for the meal :D?
Gee, thanks many many =))))))))))))))))))
woots again, save money =X machiam never spend any money for the whole day yesterday hah! =)

Anyway like finally finally finally, My COMEX pay finally come! they took like 3 month to sort it out? basket so slow! and great, they never bank in the money for us so we have to go down all the way to funan mall to get the damn cheque!. seriously basket right tsk.

Just cant wait to watch the show tgr later, so looking forward to it :)

2009-11-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

Just so you know

2009-11-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

Back from APEC, just the first day and i am shagged out like crazy, seriously crazy =( head spinning, stomach roller coaster for the whole day, leg ache like shit. =( problem many many have huh tskkk. I just need that one, reach home text before i can go sleep.

Sometimes i know i am being such a fool, yes i do know. but
i just cant stop caring, cant stop thinking, cant take it, cant stop everything, i just cant.

And i'm just down
But i have figured i must stop being such a child.
You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns of your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown, i'll take you round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i will drown.

But it's just seem impossible.

2009-11-07T05:40:00.001+08:00

Am going to work at Suntec convention on this sunday for the event APEC.
gonna wake up at around 5+ to prepare on that day, god knows if i am able to =X
I think the working hour will be 11 hours per day, pretty long huh? and the coolest thing is i am going to work 8days straight in a row! ahhh just kidding :) Thursday will be my off day but the rest will be working :( it's gonna be so tiring for sure but money many many have =)
Anyway just FYI, APEC stand for Asia-Pacific Economic Cooperation! :) go wiki it if you are wondering what the hell is this shit =D
and yah forgot to mention, we've to wear formal for this shit! i swear it's so unnecessary and damn troublesome but how?, have to wear no matter what :( tskkk! and i think i look weird wearing it :D hmm but still cute so dont worry :) "giggle"

Talked to Sandy on msn just now, Got told that all the tickets for Genting are sold out :( sighhh, was like so want want want to go there ya know, was so tempting! I just simply missed the day i had there with the 3 assholes :)
It was so so so fun :D and i am going to sit on that bloody space-shot if i ever go there with them again! =D

Am irritated with myself sometimes, for being so easily upset and contented.
why would i even bother to care so much i wonder. It will just did me in if i do that.
i dont really feel too strong right now and i guess nothing is going to help me feels better.
it's 5am right now, close to 6. just another waste of my night.

2009-11-03T01:46:00.002+08:00

Ooo can't nobody do it like you,
Said every little thing you do,
Hey baby say, stays on my mind,
And i, And today, I'm officially missing you.

2009-10-26T04:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX =)

I actually forgot it's Alex birthday today! oh my, I wanted to walk down to Geylang to find them just now as i was in that area but i didnt =( ahhhhhh wasted! tskkk!
Anyway i decided something really important!
HMMMM, i am going to sleep at 5 today! 9 more min to go =)
Am gonna wake at 7 later to do something "Fun" and i will go back to sleep right after "Fun" :)

2009-10-26T00:55:00.005+08:00

Went out with Wen & Firdaus today :) we went for a movie called Imagine That, missed the starting part for like 15minutes thanks to Firdaus for being late!, Just kidding :) Anyway, the show was ridiculously silly and not funny at all. But still, i did tried to laugh or not it will be like so retarded to watch a comedy movie without laughing. Didnt really enjoy the movie maybe i was holding a bladder full throughout the 2nd half of the show, so i was hoping the movie can just end up real quick! hah :)

and oh my!, Firdaus bought something real sweet just now, intending to give it to her girl on her birthday. ahhhh so godamn sweet :))))) i bet her girl will scream out loud when she saw it haah!

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we ended up in fareastplaza after he got his pressie, walk around here and there, she trying to get a bag but failed to do so. nothing just seem to got into her sparkling hazel eyes but just only one! which cost 128dollar if i remember correctly. crazy so expensive! and of course she didnt bought it. but the salegirl at the shop was like ohmygod =) hehe.
and my leg is aching throughout the whole night today! tskkk! i think i must have walked too much but how can it be since we 3 walk almost the same amount of distance today. ahhhh weird..
I have a feeling that i will fall sick soon :( hmm i hope not.
Took a picture just now and i think it is really uber nice! am crazy-ing looking at it every 5,10 minutes =D hahh i think i am insane. lalala.:)

anyway!, am going to watch some anime or Heroes after i finish blogging :) and i am drinking pokka milk tea right now and i think it taste exceptionally nice! =)))))))) and i am going to sleep right after i finish my show and i hope i wont have any weird dreams later cause i am sleeping with my kor tonight so =((

Lastly i just wanna say, i think talk is cheap!, seriously cheap.

2009-10-18T04:20:00.001+08:00

Just cook myself a packet of instant noodles a moment ago. Freaking hungry seriously.
Oh my :( so regretted for not eating the bakuteh rice just now. tskkkk!
Oh well, Today was quite tiring for me, running here and there, cabbed for like thrice? from and to a same location, cool huh?. But i dont mind at all, not even a slightly bit at all.
Do you know how painful is it to see you in this state today? It seriously break my heart, so badly. Sighh.
I just hope that she will be perfectly fine when she woke up later. Please please please!

Anyway, am feel so bad today. Been a long time since i got so fired up and actually shout so loud at someone. just feel so bad of myself for that. It's just so irritating i swear, when a bunch of peeps just keep pestering you, asking you the same questions over and over again when you had given them the fucking answer. It just sucks so big time. Damn it!.

and yeah, am working from 3pm to 11pm at Geylang later.
Most probably will be going to find her first before work.
Hey wait! Oh shit it's 4am already! oh my! am going to sleep right now so yeap =)
But before i go, Ijustwannapraytogod, seriously.

" Dear god, the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when i am not around,
when i am much too far away. " Gdnight ~

2009-10-16T03:01:00.001+08:00

it's 3 am and i am thinking what she's doing over there right now.
am exceptionally happy yet sad at the same time. shitimissher.
okay i think i am being crazy again.
going down for supper in another 10minutes time. that's crazy i know, in the middle of 3 am.
and i just cant forget her face, the face when she broke down and cried. it just break my heart.

2009-10-14T00:10:00.002+08:00

Ate at subway today before i went to work. didnt went with a empty stomach :)
Arrived on time at work. i wasnt late :)
But does it matter?, am so utterly upset and disappointed, you just wont know that.
I really don't want to think so, for I'll just get anxious about the little things about you.
Tskkkk!
I made a plane out of a page with the words "It'll be all right" from a notebook.
And I hope "It'll really be all right" for me as mind and brain are screwing my mood and emotional upside down.
Crabbbb!

2009-10-12T23:51:00.004+08:00

This is it. I just hope i will get use and adapt to everything. i hope so.

ididntmeanto.seriously

2009-10-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

Damn it! Lost a bag consist of presents which was supposedly for a birthday boy and birthday girl.
I actually forgot to took it and left it aside while boarding the bus just now, How freaking careless and unlucky can i be! Sighh, not gonna elaborate much on it, it will only made me more guilty and piss off! The only thing i want to say is, CURSE THAT FREAKING MALAY GIRL WHO TOOK IT! HOPE HER BUTT, HER BODY AND HER HAND ROTS FROM WEARING THE BOXER, T-SHIRT AND WALLET! DAMN HER!.
Tsk!! I think i need some chill pill, oh my =(
Anyway it's karen and hanqiang birthday early celebration at teoheng today but karen got something on and didnt came along :(
But there's hanqiang the birthday boy, me, weide, terry, jieyin, ernest, weihao, zanguo, siekiat and her gf who came.
Started at 12, ended at 6. Some left and some came at in between yeap.
Mood was damn screwed up because of the pressie incident and somehow something, something just seem to be missing! =(((((( so i just went off after that and some of them went to meet few more others and went for dinner.
Tsk what a bad day!

2009-10-09T03:10:00.002+08:00

Dyed my hair at Snip Avenue today! brown color once again! Wahaha i will never get bored of this color even though i dyed the same color for like 3 or 4 times? =D But somehow this time it seem weird and boring to me :(
But nevermind it is okay because silly wen say she like it alot :D and was like intending to dye the same color as mine =D hohoho!
Met her at plazasing but i was like so so late :X am like always late when it comes to meeting her, tskkkk! i wondered why!. Im such a time management failure BUT so does she!
Ate some sausages, oreo cheesecake ( <--- it's so damn nice!) before we set off to cathay to catch surrogates =D
The show was alrightnotsoshitty but i actually almost fall asleep during halfway of the show, yawn non-stop :( Okay maybe i was too tired or something.
Oh yah forgot to mention we went to find chiobu dolphin twice today! she's always so excited when she met and know new people especially sstupid silly one this time. Oh gosh i swear she was like so happy when she see us and even more happy when we bring her out for a walk! hah.
Lalala emo-ed and spaced-out during halfway in the nighttime just now, hmm i just wanna say i am sorry about that :D

Anyway tsk! i wonder how can someone manage to type a few words and doze off infront of her laptop and wake up reply and doze off again for like three four times?
ohmygodsodamncute! hahaha.

You speak out my crazy mind!!
Am like so ridiculously happy right now =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
lalala. :) you make it as easy as 1,2 1,2,3,4.

2009-10-04T03:02:00.003+08:00

ohmygod tskk!~ been really a long while since i last wrote =X
nothing really much to blog about anyway but just feel like doing so.
First of all, things have been going pretty good for me but not till recently.
Everything suddenly just start to change, one by one turn bad.

Wondering why am i always stuck into such a situation which is so hard to handle.
am just so disgusted with myself for making things the way it it right now.
Damn it! I can't really describe my feelings right now. Am feeling lethargic, feeling upset, jealous and heartbreak for fucking no reasons ... Shooooooo okay i get it, i think i am getting crazy.

Chatting with alot of peoples on msn right now. Be it working friends, gaming friends, girl friends, boy friends and whatever so i can just chat chit chat chit chat chit chat and clean up my rubbish polluted mind lalalalala~
Ex Dota team manager just asked me to join his team and play competitive again but i tell him that i will consider it. should be quite alot of good offers and sponser =D oh my, zx no! you cant return to competitive anymore! too waste of time, it is stressful and more unhappy moment than happy one =X tsk! i think i am really getting crazy hahaha. but most probably wont be going back to play, pubbu is still the best!

Lastly just hope everything will be fine for me soon and tml will be a better day!
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
And i just wanna sing out loud "Always look on the bright side of life, hu hu, hu hu hu hu hu hu!" hahahahahaha =D

2009-07-24T04:06:00.001+08:00

YAY! i'm finally 18 on the 20 of july! YAY!

YAY!

YAYY!

YAYYY!

YAYYYY!

YAYYYYY!

YAYYYYYY!

YAYYYYYYY!

YAYYY!

OKAY OKAY! ENOUGH OF IT!

YAYYYYYYYY! HAHA!

Blogger was somehow down in the last few days so i didnt have the chance to blog about what happen.
It's finally alrite now but i dont really have the mood to blog about it anymore so i am not gonna elaborate much. Let the picture do the talk =)

Prawning =)

Fish farm! The goat name was Michael and Jackson =X

Me & Hanqiang.

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KTV session! Terry acting cute =X and that's Weide on the right. His photo-shy~

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Arcade =D

And that's Dolphin! My third bro adopted it from a friend on the 19 july so i consider it as my birthday present! woots! a golden retriever! Best pressie ever lah! =X haha.

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I think he wanna play the guitar :x

Okay that's it! I'm too lazy to upload the rest. Before i end the post.
I wanna say a big THANK YOU to everyone for the birthday greeting, wishes and presents, especially Karen+Alex one! Oh gosh the pressie they gave me is just so gross! =x.
I wonder where i throw it to, maybe dolphin eaten it for his supper =)
And a special thanks to HQ,WD,Terry for spending the whole Monday with me and the couple for coming down for the movie and of course the dolphin food as well~ Oops! Haha =X
I just wanna say, i really really, really really appreciate it =)

2009-07-17T02:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDY!

Went to meet the birthday girl, Shit and Pig brain at causeway point on Wed.
We Ate at KFC! so expensive! * wink wink*. They told me about their Tioman diving trip experience, sounds fun and interesting. They're going on the September again and i think i am going along too, I guess? Arcade awhile after that, Maximum tune was fun =X And that's all for the day. Some photo below which i force them to took. All so dont like to take photo =.=

Before i went to meet them :X

Me and the birthday girl yeah!

Pig Brain!

Shit, Sandy, Pig Brain

Me and Damien!

And And!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TERRY AS WELL!

Went to meet the birthday boy, Teeyuan, Karen, Vannesa and Kenneth at Bugis yesterday.
Went over there after work in my working uniform, it's so weird =X
We ate steamboat, so not that nice!. Went to had our deserts after that, Alex came to find us and we went L4D-fied at Grandlink Guan shop! Quite fun.
Alex drove us home after that. Tiring day for me phew~
And computer is spoilt at home, Totally gone case this time. Sighhhh!
Am using lappy to Blog now, quite uncomfortable.
Alrite! i am going to prepare for work now! Ciao!

And Lastly!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY THRID KOR!
His birthday today! and he's in camp! HAHA.
Kay ciao I am really gonna be late for work!

2009-07-12T03:33:00.007+08:00

Saturday was extremely boring for me as i spent the whole day rotting at home.
I find myself doing things like FB-ing, Reading books, Sleeping and just doing nothing constructive in particular. Laziness bug strikes, i guessed. I even rejected my friends for some outing and that doesn't seem like me.
Hmm, and sometimes you totally do not feel like doing anything, which is like right now. Take for example, I'm sitting infront of my computer and not knowing what to do as in like, my mind is in a state of blank. I want to sleep but i dont want to sleep either. That's just suck!. I dunno what the hell am i saying anyway.
Tml and next week ahead of me is going be so EXCITING on the work front.
Yeah exciting~ .. . . .Hell with it!, I just hope i won't rot to death while working halfway.
And i am always late for work! I wondered why? Sometimes I wish i was better at managing my time.

Sighhhhh . .. . . . . . .. . . .

Saw something real cool on web just now. It's a Scripting-writing contest by Nescafe.
The only catch is that the storyline must feature Nescafe Chilled Coffee cans. And those coffee cans must be speaking in Chill Lah language - otherwise known as homonyms! "somehow like twist"

The picture below is a example "I've been waiting for you"

Let's see if you are smart enough to decipher what this short story starring Nescafe chilled cans speaking in Chill Lah language is all about. Behold...

The Coffee Love Story by Kenny Sia

Once upon a time...

In a park somewhere in Kuching city, a lonely girl sits by herself impatiently.

She's waiting for someone. Someone who was already late again for their date.

From a distance, a boy came rapidly running towards her. Wheezing and panting, he apologised profusely. He knew he had done something wrong.

The girl, however, is not impressed. And she proceeded to give the boy a major arse whopping.

Boys being boys, he attempted dodging responsibility.

But it was to no avail.

All of a sudden, a good-looking guy emerged from behind Black Roast.

It's Mr Original.

She was instantly mesmerized. Hand in hand, Black Roast and him walked off together into the sunset.

Leaving poor boy Latte all on his own.

CRAB!!!! Laugh my ass off! So freaking hilarious! this made my Saturday.

2009-07-10T05:51:00.002+08:00

Am at Guan shop, CyberAmazon at Payar lebar Grandlink right now. Freaking tired like hell .
Went to Royal Sport Club to play before that, Oh my god i miss there. Been a long time since i went there.
Gonna cabby home soon cause i still got work later in the afternoon.
And i have to go no matter what cause someone curse me to be sick.
You know who you are, so evil.
And i gonna ciao now. byebye.

2009-07-04T14:01:00.003+08:00

Waking up at 7 and sleeping at 3 am is so not fun and funny.
Staying awake for 20 hours and only 4 hours of sleep time for the last 5 days was so shagged-out for me.
Working at roadshow in the morning and night time and in between, meeting friends to chill out as it was a waste of time to go home after the morning roadshow and I've to rush to another roadshow after that.
My body and mind cant take it anymore. I'm so freaked out tiring seriously from all of these.
But glad that i didnt have to work today! YAY OFF DAY!
Staying at home to rest and replenish back my health and energy =X
and and transformers 2 is so so so nice but storyline bit too draggy but not too shabby.
Bumble bee and the Twins is just too cute. oh my god. how i wish i can have have them :X

Anyway waiting for my dota game to start that's why i have the time to blog =)
Kay ciaos! Game starting in 5 4 3 2 1 . . . ..

2009-06-24T21:29:00.003+08:00

MY NOTEBOOK DIED ON ME AT WORK TODAY BECAUSE I BRING MY PSP ADAPTOR TO CHARGE MY NOTEBOOK.

DAMN DAMN DAMN !
IT IT IT !

2009-06-23T22:07:00.006+08:00

Wootss! Worked at Asian Youth Games show today.
Rotted over there for 10 hours. I tell you guys, i really almost died of boredom!
And there is this stupid girl which i sms-ed early in the morning and she never replied non entertain me back the whole day! SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSlap her . .. . . .
And and there's their this Lanyard over there which is so so so cool.
A Asian Youth Games blue lanyard which only staff or important guest can have it and i got it!.
But too bad I had to return it back in the end cause i am just a temp staff over there :(
So i just cant resist to take a picture with it before i part ways.
And here we go! Say Chesse! ~Fake smile~
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Am so jealous of Karen & Sandy because they both have it, and even have a picture and their information on the white card while mine is just "TEMP STAFF" and nothing! *

And YAY! TRANSFORMERS 2 IS OUT TML!
Woots! I am so ready to watch and feel the vibration impact!

2009-06-21T12:38:00.003+08:00

tried to take a picture of love
Didn't think i miss her, that much.
I want to fill this new frame, But it's empty.

Oh god, i actually slept a total of 17 hours today! gosh!
Slept until so so so peaceful, Nothing happened in my head at all. But except a couples of irritating calls which woke me up and i immediately rejected it and turn off my phone .
Met Don at Cine on Friday for dinner, he was working over there.
Sat down and chatted lots of stuff for near to 2 hours.
Saw Patrick as well, wanted to send my condolences to his swift sport which got banged into a petrol station, followed by 2 or 3 round of 360"~ flip. but i didn't, guessed it was quite bad to said it out.

Went to far east after that. on the way bought subway for someone, was thinking for a surprise but got told work was canceled =.= that cause my reaction of oh my oh my oh my oh my oh my GOD. Damn! i got so self pawned for being jia li hai.
Meet huihui, jieming and ben for games after that. Saw 140cm miko, laugh my ass off.
Played and slacked around for the whole night and went to meet Tranquil people at east coast for blading and bicycles outing.
was so tiring beforehand, was thinking am i gonna cycle that bicycle later or isit going to be another way round? which is bicycle cycle me.
Unlucky day for us I guess. Karen got backstab (laugh out loud), me and Kiat mae flew and Alex got clean shot from a bird (laugh real hard at this) ~ Priceless reaction on his face.

And all these explain my 17 hours of unconciousness =)

2009-06-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

Current mood : pissed off

2009-06-12T02:36:00.002+08:00

Saw this bunch of kiddos in bus yesterday nights.
About 5 or 6 kids, acting like retards in the bus.
They talked and shout vulgar and making a fuss out of nothing as in wanted the whole world to hear them.
And putting their dirty shoes anywhere where they can put like it's their own house.
Most importantly they're shitting wearing black "as tight as possible" skinny jeans!
And their legs is freaking skinny like bamboo stick so yea, from my viewpoint, somehow their legs really look like some black bamboo sticks. Jesus Christ.
The black skinny in-time is already over long ago. I think some of us even burnt it .

And with a shirt that is so damn small + sleeve short until like ladies cutting.
oh god, where is their sense of fashion? i rather go naked than wear all these.
I wonder why they just cant talk in a more well manner tone and sit properly instead of doing all these which is so damn irritating and annoying!
Will it die to be more decent a bit? I wondered again.
Cant blame, They are A.A.S i guess. Direct translate ( Attract Attention Seekers )
It's quite easy to see them cause there are loads of them around and i guess all of us had seen them before on the streets, bus, kopitiam or whatever.

Okay that's it, Enough of my whining!
Those kiddos should feel proud cause i come and blogged about them.

2009-06-06T02:32:00.004+08:00

Have to wake up at 9am later which is another 6 hours more to go.
I guess today will be a busy day at Suntec.
And Yay! my last day over there. I wont have to eat any more junk foods!
Been feeling really weak and unhealthy nowadays for eating too much of it. Damn!.

Pray damn hard that QQ wont come.
That fat bitch never fail to spoilt our day when she come.
She's just so fucked up in every single way that she should be greatly condemned to hell for that.
And just for god sake, go fuck yourself seriously.

Phewwwww. .. . ... .. ..

Am going to sleep now!.
and god, if i am going to dream in my sleep later, anything will be okay just not about that fat bitch QQ!

Phewwwwwwwwww .. . . .. . . .. .

2009-06-03T01:05:00.002+08:00

"Ohh yo' in a tiny soft tone* am freaking exhausted!
Blog seems to be abandoned by me, guess I am just plain lazy to do anything about it.
I'll only blog when I am in a bad or good mood. even tho sometimes, the things i am thinking to blog, slowly vanish as I type. So in the end, I delete the whole entry and "X" everything.
And i am damn exhausted!, to the extend that I have to mention 2 times that I'm damn freaking exhausted! oops, I said it 3 times.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I just wanna scream and crawl into my bed and sleep the hell out of my head and throw away everything. BUT! I just cant fall asleep!
and i cant think, the system in my brain seem to be not working, malfunctioned or whatever
i feel so,
stagnant, tired, burnt, bummed, dead, fried and god damn it.
I wish i was a vampire .. . .. .. .. . .. . .. . .

I just wanna say . .. . .. . .
Now will it matter after I'm gone? Because you never Fucking learn a Goddamned thing.

2009-05-15T04:31:00.004+08:00

I'm in a good movie-mood! =X will be blogging about nice movies that i watched recently!.

Introducing this "Definitely must see" movie to you guys. TAKEN!! Holyshit movie I swear.
It had good action, a good story, some humor.
The film starts nicely. In the beginning it seems that it was going to be an easy to watch movie, but after a short time it turned into a high-speed action movie.
Then, before you know it, it's over. 93 minutes, gone in a blur of fighting, fear, chasing and excitement at serious pace.

Great, great , greatness! i loved this movie so much and had a great time watching it.
Liam Neeson is such a great cast for the main character, outstanding performance by him.
Step aside bourne and bond, His better!
I'm still under the influence of this movie even tho i watched it 2 week ago! This is one of those movies which stay in your memory for a while and let you think about bad things that happen.
So what you waiting for? Go watch it now!.
& Anyway it's TAKEN not TEKKEN! Please don't mistake it for that fighting arcade game "TEKKEN" or whatsoever. HAHA.

Beside this, Wolverine Origins and The Uninvited is surprisingly good.
Let's not talk about wolverine, I assume everyone watched it.
And for The Uninvited, It's actually a remake of "A Tale of Two Sisters", A popular Korean film.
It's not really a horror movie but still scary at the right moments.
I'm not going to say much about it, but take my word for it, The twist make it all worth it.
& Don't just judge a book by its cover, nor a movie simply by its trailer.
It'll be out in the theatres soon and there're sneak preview right now.
Remember to watch it yeah =x

2009-05-04T03:16:00.010+08:00

National Service coming soon! Even tho the letter still haven arrive yet but i can sense it will be coming anytime.
Training up myself quite often nowadays for IPPT test.
Will be mostly going with Damien to Tpy Stadium to take the test together.
Hope that i will get sliver so that i can just serve the N.S for 1year & 10months.

		Sit-up (reps)	Standing Broad Jump (cm)	Chin-up (reps)	Shuttle Run (sec)	2.4km Run (min:sec)

		\|	34-36 \|	225-233	\|		8-9	\| 10.4-10.5	\| 11:01-11:40 \|

That the stuff i have to do in order to get sliver =D Stress ar stress.
Sit-up? No kick!
Standing broad Jump? I never jump in a long time, Dont even know how far i can jump now =.=
Chin-up? I can only do 6 now =( Must buck up abit for this.
Shuttle Run? No problem!
2.4km Run? I swear i die like one dog everytime i finish it nowadays. Too long never exercise. Stamina seriously like shit now. Sighhhhh Damn It!
I'm going to sleep now! Nights everyone!
&& anyway i grow 2 ulcers under my tongue! Oh my,
God Damn Pain Like Hell I Swear!

Genting trip photo below

2009-04-24T02:59:00.004+08:00

Oh My Gosh! This is one Hellish Lamborghini! =D

Arghhh. Felt damn tired and sick nowadays. I wonder why.
Woke up this few days with somehow a Hangover follow by Headache for the whole day.
& during the day, My eye felt bloody tiring which i can blink freaking alot alot alots of time in just a few seconds. & it felt like my eye balls will just drop out anytime, It's killin me seriously.
EyeMo Isnt effective, Sleep well doesnt help, Did some primary school eye exercising which help abit but still useless after all =( Hope it'll get better on the next few days or not i think i will die from either blinking too much to death or getting bash up to death by guys who thought i am blinking at their girlfriends.

Met up with HanQiang, Damien and Jonathan for gym on Wed
We chiong quite fast and went off early. Damien went off to work after that.
Zhixian came to find us at jurong point and we went for some Maximum Tune session before jonathan went off to work as well.
Went to watch " 17 Again " with the 2.
What a comedy show. Really laugh my ass off, Damn hilarious.
Laughed damn hard at the Lord Of The Rings part.
Go watch it if you havent so and you will get what i mean =X
HanQiang went off after the movie to meet his Girlfriend and then Huihui and Sharon came to find me and Zhixian for dinner. Chat for awhile and home sweet home. Almost died when i gotten home. Freaking Tiring day.

I get Tongue Tied when i spoke to Her.

2009-04-18T04:50:00.000+08:00

ASK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^

I'm so in love with Maximum Tune DX =x Oh gosh my Nissan Fairlady, Aizai one ^^
Met Damien, Sandy and Jonathan at Dhobty Ghaut to play this afternoon.
Awwww lost alot of rounds == Damn it man! & Damien win the top player of Osaka :x
Damn Qiang! but too bad still lose me abit ^^ Someone is going to kill me when she saw this =D
After that went to work together. Having bad headache because of "Offer Offer"
ZZZzzzzzzzzz Arghhhh irritating lah!
Working later in the morning for the whole day and the same goes for Sunday.
Have to wake up at 10am! Iyo Sleeping time! Nights Peep!

2009-04-12T02:41:00.004+08:00

Today was a BAD day for me!
How to say ...... hmmmmmmm, let's start from my day.
Got forced to wake up by my kor to accompany him to Johor bahru.
Got up of my bed with a spinning head and an empty stomach.
Prepared and bus to woodland to meet Ivan. We were late for half an hour because of me =x
Bus again to Custom. While alighting, my foot got step by a Malay aunt and got stared by her kuku face for quite long. Slap her lor, Her fault still dare stare me. Ta ma de.
Forget about it.

The first thing when we reach JB was to find a place to settle down for our lunch.
Ate finish and walk around, Saw PeiShan over there and have a small chat. It've been quite a few years since i saw her. After that walk around and shop for few hours and then prepare to go back Singapore. We got lost at the Malaysia Custom for 20mins on the way back. Ask security guard for help for direction but get stared and nag awhile . Forget about this either.

After that took wrong bus at the SG Custom. We still didnt know until we overshoot all the way to CCK before we realise it. Alighted and change another bus to woodland.
Then finally my bus back to Hougang have arrived after a long wait. When i was going to board the bus, i found out one of my plastic bag contain a shirt was missing. Inside was a polo tee which i like it alot.
Didnt board the bus and start to walk around to look for it. I even went back to my previous bus to have a check thinking i might have drop it at my seat but no, cant find it.
Gave up in the end and bus home. Fucking pissed off! Why among all of my bags, i have to drop the one which contain the shirt i like most =.= Fuck it.

The first thing when i reach home was to bathe and start playing DOTA to forget about this.
But everything went bad in the game for me =.= Fuck it again! Damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it.
I just wanna whine like crazy over here! FUCK!

2009-04-07T04:54:00.002+08:00

Yo yo yo. It've been 2 week since i came back from Genting.
Pure lazy to blog it since i return. Cut it short now. It was fun like hell, bloody crazy 3 days over there.
Play like crazy, eat like crazy, spent like crazy till i declare bankrupt on the Third day.
And it was tired like crazy as well. Slept for 4, 5 hours everyday and spent the whole day running here and there and here and there. I'll stop it here, it will be long if i continue. Upload photo soon!

Went to meet the Genting assholes` Jonathan, Damien and Sandy` today
Chiong all the way to pioneer station at 2pm to meet them.
Went for gym session first, Saw our working colleague` Kayjun over there.
He freaking gym chiongster. Still ask me want go tommorow again! zzz siao.
After that went for dinner and JurongPoint for movie. Bought tix for shinjuku incident and went to play maximum tune. Woot woot so fun!. Played for 2 hour and went in for the movie.

If you expect jackie chan to fight like cartoon and doing all type of stunts like his previous movies.
You're wrong! He cant fight at all in this movie. 1% action 99% drama.
Don't expect it to be a hardcore action movie! Anyway overall, It's still not bad.
I want to watch Fast and the Furious 4! Offical release at 9 april. Anyone?

2009-03-21T05:51:00.005+08:00

Thursday night after work at jurong island. Alex fetch us out, Pk-ed Djmax fever with yijun and zhikai in the car. yay! won a few rounds but lose 1 round to yijun =x didnt know she quite qiang. played halfway psp shutdown =.= powerless zz. After that went to ate supper with my colleagues`alex, karen, teeyuan & yijun at bedok simpang.

Anyway that the first time i went there, Lots of friend told me the food was great over here so yeaa it's yummy like what they said. The oop lan shop CrossFire look totally the same as yishun Chambers but i never step in to see how great the comp and specs is but i heard it quite birdy one so forget it.
I left my half expire chicken rice in alex car when i got off =( it've been 2 days and i just remember it. Four dollar fly away :x

bla bla bla

Science center with Xinyi on friday. Overslept, woke up at the time when i supposed to meet her.
But it's alright, change to a later time. Left 2 hours to walk around before i've to rush to work.
Been a long long time since i went there, quite fun tho. Some of the stuff over there was interesting and some was boring like hell. Some you have to throw in coins to see how the things work but in the end like nothing happen. cheat money one! nabei =x After that Mac-ed and rush to work. Late for half an hour, God.
Below there is some damn cool pictures which i took from science center. Double click to see it properly =)
Anyway, i'm going to genting on this coming monday, tuesday and wednesday so miss me yea when i'm not around in town ^^

I forgot what's this. Should be a person in the middle of the trees.

What do you see? If your answer is sex = you're dirtyminded tikopek.
If your answer is dolphins = you're clean minded =x HAHA.

Spot the couple kissing in the middle of the rose.

Look carefully at the legs. This type of elephants cant be exist.

Look carefully at the picture. There's a man guarding the sea.

zzzzz

2009-03-18T05:12:00.003+08:00

Wassup ladies and gentlemen =x I'm here to update.
Blahhh blahh blah, nothing really interesting to talk about, so yeahhhhh .
Did i told you guys that i cut my hair to those school boy nerd nerd type hair? But perhaps a bit longer than you think. I have to dye back my hair to black also. But i don't think i've the need because after the hair cut, what remains of my hair colour is 95% black =(

I bet you must be thinking why i have to do this?

It's because of the god damn ns check up on next week!
"Neat" hairstyle require! It's nice of them to put Neat.
But "Nerd" is a better word for that type of hairstyle for checkup.
No coloured hair allow!
That makes me have to dye my another 5% to black in case they ask me to come back the next day.
Play Safe i guess =x Okayy i know i am whining alot but it's seriously so troublesome to do all these stuff just for few hours of check up. Arghh forget ittttttttttttttt. I'm going back to watch my show soon!

I'm watching Iroman, i'm watching Jumper. i'm watching Transporter 3, i'm watching Slumdog millionaire!
I'm eating calbee hot and spicy chips and kit-kat white chocolate bar while watching!
I am, i am .... Okayy i am being random over here :x
But oh my gosh, i just finished these movies and all of them are great!
Watching movies can kill boredom at home but at the same time, Enjoyment ^^

2009-03-13T05:31:00.001+08:00

Argh damn fked up. My starhub internet connection was cut off few days ago, so now i have to use wireless singnet with my another comp. It's only 10 mbps and have to share between 2 comp, god damn slow.
Arghhhhh! all my dota games which i join or host is delaying and lagging like crazy!
fk! so pissed off! I cant even have a proper game at all! damn it.
and i've been watching really alots of movies and drama show nowdays.
Just finish watching Twilight 1 hour ago which i didnt have a chance to catch it when it was released in town that time.
I find it so so so so so so so damn nice! just my romance-fantasy type of movie!
Edward cullen! he's just so zaii inside the movie and isabella swan!, god damn pretty =x
and there's a confirmed sequel to Twilight based on the second book in the series!
Oh my god can't wait for it to come out :D .. now i know whyJocelyn blog skin put as twilight layout already :x
and yay, wont get to see her at work for a long time because of attachments in poly.
I'll miss you and love you =x As a friend ^^

And lastly the video below is a chinese song which is so damn nice and meaningful.

2009-03-12T03:36:00.002+08:00

Firstly i have to bid farewell to my good buddy in tranquil. in another 2 hour time, he'll be going to serve our nation. And yeah i guess everyone should know who i am talking about, as he whine seriously damn alot in his recent post about going to army. YES! you're RIGHT! it botakbone STEVEN! ^^
I bet he'll skin me alive after he see this =x Anyway take great care inside and yeah, remember to comeback in one piece.
* Waving my hand behind the screen*

Okayy enough of this really touching farewell post :x
Recently i have the mood for ktv. and i mean really really good mood.
Even tho my singing sounds bad but who cares! ^^ so anyone wanna go?
I was intend to go with friends today but in the end cancel, Damn it! so went to catch a movie instead.
Watched Outlanders. The show have not really good rating from the viewers but it's NICE for me.
Go watch it if you haven yet =x
The one standing in the middle is the male lead kainan.
Cool name right! and the sword his holding is freaking ZAI in the movie.

2009-03-05T03:30:00.002+08:00

Yayness! 2 off day in a row on yesterday and today.
Yesterday was rotting at home with my brothers and friends.
And then went to ate dinner with friends. After that went to make my spectacle for my upcoming army.
I get those black black frame for army use and then went for eye checkup.
Wah shan guang left 300 right 325 like that
The person tell me he was quite stunned to see me manage to walk around without my current specs or contact lens =x
300+ got so serious meh? HAHA.

And then bugis today at night time with kenneth. Went to bugis street to shop some tops and bottoms.
After that wanted to go Amk to meet jieming for movie but the timeslot for all the movie was too rush for us.
So forget it in the end. Continue shop and shop and then went to find steamboat for our dinner.
Walk pass tian tian steamboat, the worker over there psycho-ing us to go in.
so i ask "two person how much"?
He say *32 buck bla bla bla bla*
I say "nevermind walk walk around see see again".
He say *hannar give u both 30buck!*
and then i straight say * OKAY GOGOGOGOGO*
=x save 2 buck ^^ so happy hehehe and my lip is freaking numb now =(

And wahpiang! what's wrong with the weather nowadays.

Everyday afternoon time was so hot like if you are in South Africa.
Then in the evening time was raining like no tomorrow.
The weather seriously spoilt the mood..
Damn it damn it damn it, God damn it!!

2009-02-26T05:10:00.002+08:00

Poof to marina square today in the evening time with Jieming and Zhenyu to catch a free preview movie =xThe show was Suspect X, not bad tho. Had a great laugh at a part which was meant to be a touching scene but the actor kuku face mess everything up :D .
After that went to super funworld arcade to play. So so so fun!
And i saw a RAINBOW today over there!! Oh my god nice right =x

But i think it not as nice as i think after i saw Steven blog.

Whatthehell!! It was taken down today at BoonLay area. Double rainbow somemore!
Wakao so nice to see such scene lor. If i was there sure whine *DAMN NICE* non stop ^^

bla bla :x and i think i am going to Genting on 23,24 and 25 on march with 3 of my tranquil staff. And on the 26 will be my army checkup =( i think sure intake on the june month after that.
BOTAK KINGKONG =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

and the last photo to end the post

last Saturday lunch outing Steven took one.
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Don't mistaken us for gay please, It's just the hand symbol that looks gay
HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-02-18T05:37:00.007+08:00

I'm back to update ^^ slalalala. so so so so lazy to update nowadays =D
Work at Jurong island today. And Yes! u didn't see wrongly, is JURONG ISLAND!!.
From boonLay go in also need 30minutes :x Is damn far le lor =( wakao.
But the night scenery inside is *oh my god!* hundreds and thousands of light bulbs all along the road!
It's kinda unexplainable. Chao mei le ^^ haha.
Meet my colleauge at Jurong point to have our lunch before we set off
And i've something to admit. Im damn punctual!
Yes i am ^^ meeting at 4 o`clock but i reach at 4.45pm HAHAHA.
And i still can manage to say i reach early? *meeting not at 5pm meh?* ^^ Nice excuses right =x
blablabla kinda late now :x i'm going to sleep yeas. Night everyone.

Some quiz below ^^

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Looked down on
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Out-Going Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever you want.
Personality
Loving
Intelligence
Sense of Humor
Ambitious
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-01-27T06:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR EVERYONE!!

I was expecting this year Chinese new year to be boring and i was totally not looking foward at all.
Wondering why ?

Actually each year when you grow older, Chinese new year gets more and more boring. The thrills of meeting strangers *Relatives* start to die down and the food that you used to eat only during Chinese new year can be bought anywhere. The same old Chinese new year songs each year just irritates you further. It's like everwhere u go, they play the same song over and over again. God damn it. But still it's the Ang Bao that is important to everyone ^^ HAHA.

Oh my god tired =x just came back from tampines not long ago.

Went there with a friend to meet his one whole group of friend. Total 12 people haha.

Watched Love Matters. Damn hilarous HAHAHA, cant stop laughing throughout the whole show.

After that went to some prata shop to eat. The prata consider one of the worst i ever ate. Ta ma de =x
Friend de friend send all of us back after that in his big imba van :x
It took one hour to send everyone before i alighted as the last passengers =(
And i'm working tommorow! Arghh! Chu 2 still have to work leh. So Qing Lao hor ^^

2009-01-24T03:18:00.002+08:00

Went to visit my grandma in hospital yesterday with my family.
Oh my god, her leg infected or something then need surgery in 2 month.
What the hell lor =.= i still thought it was some minor case but in the end need operation.
After that rush down to woodland with my brother to meet friend and off we go to KL

On the way on custom, Freaking road jam like dunno what. Ma de.
And Malaysia custom change already. Not like last time freaking ulu and no air-con
Now is like quite high class =x air-con damn power also haha.
But not familiar at all with the new places, lucky kor and friend know how to walk.
First thing went there is to find a place to eat. Ate sizzling hot plate black pepper chicken rice.
Oh my god, Super nice! Somemore friend treat me that why super nice ^^
Bought tickets for red cliff 2 and off we go to shopping.
Arghhh regret buying the tickets as we have only 1 hour+ to shop.
I see 3 shop like that 1 hour already =.= Fuck! Bought 2 top only! damn sad.
Red cliff 2 quite nice =x rating 7/10 but friend treat me watch so add 1more point *8/10* ^^
Show ended at 10pm. Some shop haven close so went to shop for shoe.
Home sweet home at 12.30am =.=

& Finally shopping mall roadshow have ended =x Song bo. No more waking up everyday in the early morning to work. Can sleep dao bao bao until afternoon time already! ^^

Karen wrote this on my bottle cause i was feeling sick while working =x

Sick Lion ._. ROAR!!!

She was sick also :x
But luckily we got 2 bottle of holy water!!

And Lastly this is my SEXY name card for the roadshow! Sweet bo =x

exaggerated

2009-01-18T05:15:00.004+08:00

Woke up today with a super bad muscle cramp in my left leg.
It was so pain until my right leg can fly super high and kick the window..
What the hell okayyy. I felt like my leg kenna step over by some elephant or gorilla.
I know i sound exaggerating but i swear it was freaking pain like hell.
I went back to sleep after 10min struggling with the pain .__.
The cramp was so bad earlier that i woke up walking with a limb. God Damn it.

Went to Compass Point in the night time to portfoward my Singtel card to M1 =x
Portfoward mean u can change your network operator and still using the same number without changing a new one. you all know anot? :x
After that went to bugis village at 10.30pm to bought some stuff.
I thought at this time, the crowd will get lesser. To my horror, it gonna get more worst. What the hell =.=
Took bus with friend back to hougang and went puggnol nasi lemak to eat ^^ Oh my god yum yum yum =) long time never eat already. Chill until 12+ and then went home =x

& my this week is gonna be so exciting with
Mon working, Tues working, Wed working, Thurs working, Fri working and Sun working.
Ta ma de pack with working schedule =.= ARGHHHHHHHH!
and finally god damn it! My ipod went for a swim this morning =.=
I put in hoodies pocket, mummy didnt know and take go wash it zzz.
Spolit already!!! =.= so sad okayy. I don't even have the time on next week to take go repair.

* BIG SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *

2009-01-15T16:33:00.003+08:00

Have been working everyday for 2 week already, so tiring!
Finally today off day =x Weee HAHA.
Worked at Hougang mall for a few time this and last week.
Almost bored to death. 10hours pass so slow. Saw a lot friends while working :x
& i am working again at Hougang mall on this Friday which is tml.
Come pay me a visit yea =) It on the level one.
And anyway i have change my handphone number so yea please update.
Let me know if you don't have it.

All that I do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you
till theres nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, Id rather be dead

2009-01-03T04:17:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I am having headache, fever, flu, sore throat and ulcers in my mouth

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Boat quay on Monday with friends.
Went again on Wednesday after work for countdown. Saw the fireworks, Damn nice =x
Then Thursday went again to play..
Drink Drink Drink, Pool Pool Pool, Sing Sing Sing
Wahhh, a bit sick of it =x
Think drink too much and sleep at morning everyday that why will fall sick.

Thursday after boat quay on the way home, saw a lot xiao didi and xiao meimei wearing uniforms shirt.
School reopens already! Take care to those who's still studying in secondary school ^^ HAHAHA.
Later going to my kor ROM stuff, have to wake up damn early. SHAG!.
Blah Blah anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ^^

2008-12-30T04:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS GIRL

HUIHUI

She's stupid, she's dumb, she's nerd, she's tiki
And yes, she's damn TIKI!.
and she's .... .. . .. . . .. . . ... .. . ..
It'll take at least one week for me to type out how bad she is
But still, She's LOVED by me ^^
And yeah i mean it.
And stop smoking and try to quit it, stop spending money like water and do some saving, stop slacking and get a job!

UNDERSTAND!?

Went to bugis to meet friends just now in the night time.
Shop and pool, After that went to eat at Fish and Co
And then boat quay, Went to Chillz pub to chill around
Open one Martell. Drink , Sing , Play around and then cabbed home.
And here i am ^^

Its unexplainable, kind of and unattainable when the person you love aint enough.
I feel so pitiful, look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.

2008-12-29T04:48:00.009+08:00

Boat Quay on Saturday night for huihui advance birthday celebration.
Went to amber21 yea yea.
Slack slack around, drink drink a bit, chat chat around , sing sing a bit.
Blah Blah around & Blah Blah a bit.
Cabbed home at 6am+
Slept 5 hours and went to work till 11pm =x

Me , Ben . Huihui , Kenneth , Bryan

Your moistened skin ..... your broken voice
Was everything ..... Your everything
Does she love you that's worth knowing.

2008-12-27T03:01:00.007+08:00

Christmas, Christmas time is near,
Time for toys and time for cheer.
We've been good, but we can't last,
Hurry Christmas, Hurry fast.
Want a plane that loops the loop,
Me, I want a Hula-Hoop.
We can hardly stand the wait, Please Christmas don't be late.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I know my post is a bit late for Christmas =x
But still CHEERS!

Didn't went to play on Christmas Eve
Pass by town area in my friend car.
It was like super duper crowded.
Decided to go home instead of getting push and stomp around by elephants wherever i move.

Went to meet team ExpE peoples at networms for some games on Christmas
Hohoho lan DOTA on Christmas, so cool =x HAHA.
Played for a couple of hours and went home after that.
Take some rest and went out to meet friends.
Went to bought tix for Ip Man at Cathay. This movie is damn nice!
Zhang Zi Dan is imba COOL lahhhhhhhhh!
There is this phrase he said in the movie.

* There's no man in this world who'll be scare of their wife *
* There's only man in this world who'll respect their wife *

Wootttttttttttttt so Sweet!.

HAHA after the movie was 1am already.
Went to Cyberdome to play Left4Dead. So FUN!
Scream and shout until no voice zzz
Some of my friend don't know how to play DOTA so have to stick to Left4Dead for the whole night zzz.
Play until abit sick of the game but still, it's damn fun! Infected for the win!
Wack till morning and took bus home =x

2008-12-15T05:02:00.007+08:00

Last week went to some places with friend to shop.

Went to orchard on this day and bugis on another day
Bought some top, bottoms and a pair of slippers =x
Talking about the slippers. When i saw it, i was lazy to try and i thought it could fits my leg size so i just grab and paid for it.
In the end when i reach home and have a try,
..... ... . . . .. .. KNN! my leg overshoot the slippers by a bit lahh! Zzz
Talking about new slippers, normally when u just bought it. you'll feel uncomfortable wearing it for the first few times as it was still not that *season*
And that what happened to me. My leg is full of bruises after i just worn it for like 2 time only?
Now i have to paste plasters on my legs Zzz Freaking pain like no mama.

Blah blah blah blah blah blah . .. .

Went to Escape theme park on Saturday with some friends as well.
Boring like shit okayy, everything have to queue to play.
Quarrel with a typical Singaporean aunt inside. It's not our fault but for sure we lose in the argument.
Who can win aunt in a argument? only aunt lahh! It's impossible for us to talk win her.
But tho the day inside is still quite fun, laugh out loud a lot.
Spend a couple of hours over there and went to meet up with a friend.

Watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" at E-Hub The story line is quite good but i bet u all sure will find it boring as the whole movie is not exciting at all. So to play safe, Don't watch it ^^

Some Random photo below ^^

Saw this Cadbury blink blink Wheel at E-Hub, Is nice le lor =x

While working i saw this guy I.D, I swear it fucking long!.
Although it a bit unclear. Just by looking at his first name, There is more than 20 alphabet zz.

And lastly that's me! Don't know where the fuck my mum found this.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Primary one de wo ^^

2008-12-02T02:25:00.001+08:00

Some random picture.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2008-12-01T05:41:00.006+08:00

Don't really have anything to update nowadays.
Life for me seem to be as boring as usual.
Working everyday except 1 or 2 day off for me to chill out,

so yea boring life >.<. update? lazy forget it.

Sometime i wondering do peoples really enjoy playing Dota?

or is it because of a sense of self satisfaction when they own?

o my, i seem to be directing at myself :x haha.

Forget it either.

Woot Woot i have been listening to this artist music recently =x
Taylor swift, She's such a talented artist.
Pretty voice, composed song by herself, play the guitar well.
Most importantly!, PRETTY oh oh =x HEHE.
One of her famous song is "Teardrops on my guitar"
Heard that before? Go youtube it! It a beautiful song.
& recently she just release her new album "Fearless"!
One of the best song inside will be Love Story..
She's like uber pretty in that song video :Þ oh my god!
& now presenting you the video! =x Enjoy

2008-11-17T05:22:00.004+08:00

HELLO,
Been quite a long time since i update HEHE.
Bo bian, Super duper lazy to update =x
But someone force me to update so have to :Þ
Have been so busy working & working & working!!!!!
Ka na sai tired lor
This week schedule is full also zzz
Morning shift! night shift! morning shift! night shift!
Ta Ma De Busy!
I have a new nickname at my working place.
=* LION KING *=
LOL! because of my hair that why they call me that.
What the fcuk lor =.=

Anyway have to say SORRY to my 3 little son.
ZHUZHU, adidi and darling ZY. LOL.
for putting aeroplane :x
zhuzhu most huai dan! spam me vuglar sia =(
That day seriously no mood to do anything that why never came.

Hohoho i am so happy!
SKOTH happyfeet advance to semi final already.
Next game vs DNA`SK, one of the Malaysia strongest team beside KingSurf
Hope can win and proceed to final =) wish me good luck.
&&& today Garena compey happyfeed advance to top 8 =x
Woot woot hope can win next game also HEHE
Aiya best is can get first :Þ
My team de name should be happyfeet one
but dunno why they change to happyfeed =.=
They say sound nicer as we can happy *feeding*
Lanjiao lor =x

&&&&&&&
I'm in a super badmood this few days!
KNNBPHUACBFUCKABCDEFG!!
Sighhh everything is so fucked up!!

2008-10-30T19:45:00.006+08:00

Blah blah been busy working last whole week. Damn tired!
But earn about 500 buck ^^ 1 WEEK ONLY HOR! zai zai zai anott =x
Yesterday went to hospital with my family to visit my grandpa.
Something happened to him =( but i think okayy already.
I going to rottttttttt already, Been slacking at home this whole week.
Dunno why i so lazy to go out but later going to meet friend to eat! ^^

I should be joining alot upcoming DOTA competition =, hohoho hope can win all =x
One of the compey is organise by Royal Sport Club.
JOIN NOW! before slot are all gone!

For more information visit | http://www.royalsportsclub.blogspot.com/ |

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE.

Saw 2 Music Video which is damn sad, Somemore so nice.
MUST WATCH MUST WATCH!
See till the end!

請告訴她我不愛她
笑著難過自我懲罰

2008-10-23T00:19:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 1pm and went for my dentist appointment today.
Waited till 2.30pm over there then reach my turn zzz so long!.
The numb injection like free le .
One time give me 4 shots! ji dan! pain dao siao!
The first shot, Doctor tell me will a bit pain okay! i dot my head.
Second shot, he say will pain okayy! i dot dot again.
Thrid shot, he say will pain pain okayyy! i dot dot dot again
Fourth shot de shi hou, i already expect what he gonna say =.=.
WILL PAIN PAIN PAIN OKAYYYY!
and yes! i dot dot dot dot again! =.=
But seriously pain =( and now i BO GEY already! JI DAN!

Went to dye my hair after that. Stuck in salon for 1 hour knn bored.
Then went to Lan dota at hougang plaza with friend!
Hohoho so fun ^^ 3v3 lan ppl.
My team hero score :

Ling`Lr 1-6
Zy`Slardar 2-6
MEME`LINA 33-6 LOL

Then other game all own as well =x
Hougang dota players all like nerd nerd one!!
EXCEPT ME ^^

I wasn't mean the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way?
Where you gonna be tonight?
Coz I won't stay too long.

2008-10-17T03:44:00.002+08:00

Wondering what's wrong with singtel line.
I have been receiving weird call the whole yesterday starting with a indian lady calling me in the fking early morning.
She was calling her son but the call somehow link to my number and i was wrongfully accused for stealing her son phone. JOKES?
But nevermind i still tried to explain to her even tho she called me like countless time in 1 hour to woke me up again and again.
After she hung up the phone the last time, Her mother which is the son GRANDMA called me to kpkb again zzzz. WTF? Damn pissed off. But nevermind yet i try to explain again.
After her GRANDMA hung up, Best part came. The indian lady husband which is the son FATHER called me to KPKB AGAIN! WTF? Seriously WTF is wrong with them. Like i have any idea how her fking son number was diverted to my phone.
And i have no patience to explain anymore therefore i talk to him in a bad manner tone ^^
Seriously JI BAI, Machiam the whole indian family want to call me for sex talk like that.
But after that no more call from them and there goes my sleep T.T

Prepare and went out to meet friend to chill.
Need a chill seriously.

After that in the evening still got receive some weird call from some peoples but lucky they never asked their whole family to call me. But still i got accused by them for stealing their *husband* *son* *mother* phone.
One word to describe all of this ----> SUAY <---- KA NA SAI!!!.

Bought a computer chair on the way home. I kei qiang want carry instead of delivery.
Almost fainted when i reach home. Fucking chair dunno make of rock or what, Heavy like fuck!.

2008-10-12T05:07:00.005+08:00

Friday night after work, rush down to bukit batok with friends to celebrate a asshole birthday =x Cause he scold her GF that why his a asshole :Þ
HAHAHA so fun.

Meet friend just now at town to shop.
Saw the birthday boy with his GF halfway :x Happy birthday okayy!!
Ka na sai, walk and walk and walk and still walk walk walk walk.
Walk the whole evening. In the end, bought one top only =.= EMO!
But still better than nothing =x

2008-10-10T05:01:00.003+08:00

Went to alter my jean few days ago and yesterday was the collecting date.

I ask my mum to collect it for me. She reach home with it and i was happily wanted to try .

Took out the jean and,

"o.O? why come it look the same when i took it to alter"

I tried it and

........ .. . .. . ... . ..

OMFBBQKNNBPHUACBGOD
ASSHOLE!!! THAT ASSHOLE NEVER ALTER AT ALL!!
It totally the same!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Nevermind, therefore i made a call to the shop but no one answer! KNNB,
Was late for work so my mum have to make a trip down to tat idiot shop again ==
and they told my mum
"Sorry arh forgot to alter ^^ and took it back again"
Seriously is Ka Na Sai service <----
Blah blah blah,
Pissed off.

Watch show ar watch show, Dota ar dota.
Spamming series show and dota!
So i wont think and dream so much.

Silences is my last resort.
Suffocation,
No breathing,
I don't give a fuck.

2008-10-08T02:40:00.004+08:00

Gaming Giant Katong competition =x
Team HappyFeet` zlich, Me, Star, Jacky, Kenny.

I hate the fat screen comp !! the resolution is like shit okayy!
During the first day of the compey, i cant really see clearly when playing =(
Hohoho but i bring my spectacle along at the 2nd day to wear ^^.

Add on with another picture from some quite long ago de ulu compey.
Got 2nd though ^^
With team rSc` Cafz , Star , Me , mDs, Guan.
I still got the LJ medal at home =x LOL.

Had been starting to watch Heroes and Lost at home nowadays.
I know i am abit outlated =x Both show had been popular since years ago and there is already 3 season of the show.
Yet i'm still stuck on season one =.=
But it's damn nice okayy! Heroes & Lost for the win!
But still Prison Break own!
I'm still ongoing with prison break, waiting patiently every week for the new episode release ^^

2008-10-07T05:52:00.003+08:00

Went to katong in the early morning 8am on weekends for the dota compey.

Was godamn tired on saturday. Didn't slept at all during Friday and went for it.

I was quite worried about my team as we played like less than 5 game together, Yet we joined a Offline compey LOL.

Walkover AG as they were late for 1 hour and won Dsd Soccer in the first day. Went to GGHT in toa payoh after that and played skoth match and some game.

Was freaking tired! Went home and K.O on my bed.

Slept around 7hours and force myself woke up to prepare and went to katong again =.=

6 teams qualifying into Sunday group match, where the 6 will be divided into 2 group of 3 team. with 2 winner proceeding to the semi final.

My group consist of GGHT, Akb and Happyfeet which is my team.

Something happened and Akb was unhappy with it. .

We lost Akb in the round robin and GGHT won them.

That mean both of them have 1 point each with 1 win and we had 0.

The last match was us(Happyfeet) VS GGHT. But GGHT doesn't really want to play with us as there was some people in our team related to them. So after a short conversation, We had a agreement between both teams to play WTF mode, where we ended them with a score of 44 in the 20min game. As for us getting zeus and thrashed them with wrath.

Happyfeet and GGHT advance to the semi finals with the highest overall score and Akb was out of the tournament. They heard what had happened and therefore they were unhappy with it and misunderstood alot of things.

Akb was my friend team as well. If i know things will become this way, I would had just ask my team to played with GGHT.

In my own opinion, They assume that GGHT>AKB>HAPPYFEET. As GGHT won Akb and Akb won happyfeet. That mean they assume we will lose to GGHT if we had played and GGHT and Akb will advance to the semi final. But that was so wrong?

We lost to Xtc and GGHT lost to zenith in the semi final. and we had to fight against GGHT for the thrid and fourth place. We played through a serious game with each another and we won with a score of 45-31. That mean even if we did played through a normal game against them in the round robin, We could have won also?

But i must agree that it were wrong of us doing this even though i assume.

Nevermind over is over, Forget it.

Quite a fun compey anyway even tho with some incident.

Gotten third place is actually quite unexpected =x

HappyFeet For the Win ^^

But it was a damn stress tiring weekend.

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, baby.

2008-10-04T06:08:00.002+08:00

Didn't went to work yesterday. Wanted to meet friend yesterday afternoon but was so tired and lazy. So i continue to sleep and ignore the call and msgs. But that was not a option.
Tio spam by friend =.= woke up prepare and went to bugis.
Hohoho, went to eat steamboat over there. Spend around 2 hours eating. Lol. you cant imagine how bloated my stomach was =x FULL!!.
Went to shop after that. Wanted to get some stuff but was too lazy to walk and see, so just bought everything in one shop and went home. I'm so bloody tired nowadays, Morning sleep sucks.

And and i have a dota compeitition on katong later which is 9.30am. Bloody hell, it 6 am now and i havent sleep at all!. I think i am not planing to sleep. Hope i wont feed later =x
And just nice this compey timing clash with something important. I should be heading out with my whole family to register for some stuff at 9.30am.
And yet i just got the timing from my team that the compey started at 9.30am.
How concidence this can be, Bloody hell tio fucked by my brother.
And this monday, i have to personally go down to the fucking office to register that bloody shit form and went all the way to find my brother and hand him that bloody shit paper.
ZZZZZ pissed off.

Sometime i wondering am i blurring the lines between reality and fantasy..
I still can't get the fact out of my head
It's killin me.
It sucks to the core!

I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die.

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

2008-10-01T07:55:00.000+08:00

I had a terrible nightmare. In my dream, someone died
It was so realistic that for a moment, I felt so screwed up after that.
I woke up with a jerk and start wiping my eyes.
i was so glad that it was just a dream.
Dear god, the only thing i ask of you is to hold her. That it.

Went to meet friends to eat at hougang mall after that at 5. slacked around and went to play pool at hougang plaza.
Oh my god, Been quite a time since i last played. Still not bad at it even tho i can't seem to see the ball clearly at all =x Worst is when i saw one ball. beside it, there is another image of the ball zzz. blame it on me! I'm lazy to wear contact lens or spectacle go out :Þ
Went to play photo hunt after that, 7 guys squeezing around the small machine like some idiots. Laugh my ass off!. rubbish rubbish around and went home at 10pm.

& anyway,

I'm having a weird sleeping hours, i slept at morning time almost everyday and woke up at afternoon. or perhaps i should said evening.
I told myself everyday that i will sleep earlier but it seem like i have reached the state of exhaustion. Where, although you're damn tired, you just can't sleep.
Many screwed up thoughts have been going through my head.
Perhaps my exhaustion is physical only with my mind not letting me rest.
My whole body felt like falling apart when i woke up. I hate this! fuck it!

Wake Me Up When September End =)

2008-09-30T05:50:00.008+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呐

而你斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇

你冷了　倦了　我哭了

一開始的不快樂　你用卡片紙寫著

有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了你累了　說好的幸福呢

我懂得　不說了愛淡了　夢遠了

開心與不開心一一細數著　你在不捨

那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得

你不等了　說好的　幸福呢

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

you'll be just fine, with all of your time.
its only what you're waiting for.
he's everything you need,
he's everything you want,
he's everything inside of you that you wished you could be.
he says all the right things,
at exactly the right time.

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

2008-09-29T04:23:00.013+08:00

Yesterday i helped a bangalash fellow which cant really spoke english to retrieve back his phone code. I help him because of that :x as he cant speak non understand what the customer service person trying to said.
With me calling to get the code and fixing it, The phone were back to normal after a short while and he was like happy like @#$%! HAHA.
After that i joked with him, i told him i was thirsty after all those talking with the customer service and i point to a bottle drink. He understand what i trying to say and he took the empty bottle drink and ask me isit this brand that i want.
I told him i was just joking but he took the bottle and dissappear zzz.
After 15mins later, he came back with 2 cans of coke for me! he say he can't find the bottle drink brand zzz. Oh my god? i didn't know that he will took my words for so serious.
He say i'm a GOOD MAN before going off. LOL! but it's the truth anyway ^^ HAHA.

Yesterday was the F1 Final race also! I missed it because of working FUCK!

There was a serious F1 accident. This picture is taken by someone who witnessed it.

( PICTURE IS NOT MEANT FOR SOMEONE WITH WEAK HEART!)

DUN SCROLL DOWN IF YOU ARE ONE!

Ke lian de F1 T.T LOL

Thanks to Gallant for this.

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand

If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

2008-09-28T02:45:00.004+08:00

Had been working nowadays.
Other than that, spending almost all of my time on gaming.
It keep me from thinking of other stuff. It suck, isn't it? I hate this.
Sometime things just doesn't wait for you. There is no point, really.
Just hope i'll get better and not expecting too much non helding any hope as well.
Just finish playing the first round of Samsung King Of The Hill online compey.
WON ^^ boring game =.=
Next Saturday will be the 2nd round and i think i will be joining Gaming Giant Katong compey with my friends, it on next Saturday also =x hahas. Work Work Work, Play Play Play!! it's really getting boring. Sighhh!
I'm working later for the whole day zzz damn it. Have to wakie early!
Lalala and i'm back to my game now.

And here is a fking lame jokes, hope u all can read chinese ^^

有一天魔王把公主抓住, 公主一直叫...

魔王: 你尽管叫破喉咙吧, 没有人会来救你的! 哈哈哈!!

公主: 破喉咙~ 破喉咙~

没有人: 公主~ 我来救你了!

魔王: 妈的! 说曹操曹操就到!

曹操: 魔王! 你叫我干嘛?

魔王: 哇唠! 看到鬼!

鬼: 靠! 被发现了!

靠: 胡说! 谁发现我?

谁: 关我屁事?

魔王: Oh my GOD!

上帝: 谁叫我?

谁: 没有人叫你啊!

没有人: 我哪有?

从此, 魔王精神分裂...

2008-09-24T05:38:00.003+08:00

It's my big kor birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! haha.
After work went down to the chalet with my colleagues at east coast park.
After i reached, my whole family and some friends was there already
and i found out something surprise! oh my goodness!!
My big kor have propose to her girlfriend at the chalet !! and she said a YES!
SADDD that i missed it! it over when i reach TT.

I heard it was everyone celebrating, singing birthday song and then proceed to cut the birthday cake.
After that my big kor ask everyone to wait as there is still another one more birthday cake.
Then someone bring it out and my kor ask her gf to open it for him.
When she opened, it was a big winnie the pooh cake with a sentence of
* WILL YOU MARRY ME?* written on it.
And then my kor kneel down on the floor in front of everyone with a necklace and a ring :x oh my god! Romantic sia!
I think my kor gf was speechless, surprised until cant talk :x

I confirm will propose until more romantic than my kor next time le ^^ HAHA.
After awhile, my family jiu cabbed home le
I went to talk to her and call her DA SAO. HAHA.

Eat and slack slack over there. Kenna force by my kor friend to drink zzz. they so CB one zz
After that colleagues jiu send me home.
I'm sick for 1 week T.T still cant recover. reason is laziness of taking medicine.

I'm so so so tired of being twisted around.

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know.
I'm scared of cracking up again,
I just
Want it to be like it was before

2008-09-23T02:58:00.000+08:00

I have a problem.

And it makes me feel like I'm dying. It's taking a toll on everything I have.

When you want to get better and everything is just getting worse and you just go with it. This isn't helping. This isn't helping me get up. This isn't making me better.

I find no pleasure in this anymore. I find no happiness in it now.

I just want all of this to stop. It's hurting me. It's draining me. I can't look at things the same way again.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done.

I am losing this fight. Maybe I should've ended this long ago. But I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.

2008-09-20T03:35:00.006+08:00

Oh my god! I have a DOTA compey yesterday. The match should be started on 1pm but i overslept!.
The tournament marshall called me at 12.55pm to ask me whetever my team can reach in time to play?
i was woken up by his call, of course cant lah! So the first game, we was walkover by our opponent =( SAD! after a short while, my team member called me and @#$%#$#. Obviously is tio fucked up =x
Cabbed down to suntec as there is still another one more round.
Reached there at 2pm and found out the 2nd match was us walkover our opponent zzz.
And we proceed to top 16 :x but we have to wait till 7pm for the thrid game zzz.
Went to eat, slack slack around and i fall asleep while lieing down on a table =x. super tired
.Played against team Ancient Ones aka Sweety.
Our game was broadcast on the screen as the last game of the day :x
Fuck tat commentator! Keep say and shoot us when we losing! Mother fuckers!
We lost =( EMOOOO.

After that meet her and went to bought her stuff and then went to eat thai food :x
Then Walk walk walk walk and still walk walk walk walk around =x
Went to see merlion :x 100 year never see already =Þ HAHA.

Then went home after that. TIREDDD!

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried,

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

2008-09-19T05:01:00.003+08:00

Went to meet knowknow on Wednesday night at town to bought her stuff and went to eat ramen after that.
Kei qiang de ME, Order super spicy ramen. Really damn SPICY till i cant stand it zzz
It was quite late and she went home after that. Machiam never meet like tat =(
And i went to rSc, played throughout the whole night till morning.

Slept for an hour inside and went to Suntec to meet team rSc peoples!
Lei, Guan, Nana, Cafz, Maki, Star, mDs and one more :x.
Spend the whole day over there watching team rSc and other teams playing WGT.
The first match of the day which is team Ragnarok.rSc vs team illuminate was broadcast on live screen.
There was a commentator commenting on the game of course.
Wahhh! damn cool okayyy! rSc was like owning like no problem :x
They won the first 2 game of their groups easily and proceed to top 16 and met team f@ze but was sadly knocked out by them =( but nevertheless! good job ^^ jia you jia you.
---> rSc ftw <------------------------------------------

My leg and backbone almost breaked while spending the whole day standing and walking non stop over there =(.After that Me, Guan, Star and Nana cabbed to rSc and the rest went home.
Played awhile over there and catch last bused home =x
And now i am still awake =( i haven sleep for 2 days time. Later still have to wake up at 11am to go suntec again =.= Is my turn to play now! HAHA. hope wont feed =)
And i cut my hair again! HAHA =x super short dao siao now. like nerd =(

We need to have one more try
Will,
My heart
My tears
Touched you again?

2008-09-15T05:47:00.004+08:00

Saturday night went to meet star at toa payoh interchange, oh my god, Long long time never go there ..

so LARGE zzz almost got lost inside the interchange LOL :x
After tat went to GGHT to play. Should be team training le but in the end all played for fun, anyhow wack only. Spend the whole night playing over there.
Reached home at 8am, slept for 4 hours and went to work zzz tired dao siaoo.
WGT coming on this thursday, team eMo ftw =x lols.

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

2008-09-11T04:26:00.006+08:00

Had been almost a week since i last posted :x
Working and slacking at home all these while. I hate my boring life =(

Went to meet friend at cine just now in the night time.
Wanted to catch the movie *Murder of the inugami clan* at 7.40pm but we missed it so bought the tix for 9.15pm show :x
and then went to eat korean food at taka. Oh my god, the food sucks like hell okayyy zzz.
After that went for the movie.

It seem like a great show right? Jin tian yi, The detective which is damn clever. I guessed u guys sure heard or seen it before.
After the movie, i cant help but to rated this movie negative 1000 out of 5 stars.
Fucking hell okayyy. It machiam a fucking 10 year ago de show and i think cathay bought it copyright to put it on the movie list to cheat peoples money. KNN this movie suck to the core!
I wasted 2 hours watching this fked up show. Even some peoples watched halfway and walk off.
* JAPAN GREATEST MYSTERY FILM * Seriously this sentence suit this movie.
Damn pissed off zzz. The worst movie i ever watched in my life.
Catch last train to hougang and went to ate supper with friend and then home sweet home.

Here's a story joke for u all :x

The Loyal Wife

There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money,
and was a real miser when it came to his money.

Just before he died, he said to his wife, 'When I die, I want you to take
all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to
the +after-life+ with me.'

And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he
died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him.

Well, he died . . .
He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and
her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just
before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, 'Wait,
just a minute!'

She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away.

Her friend said, 'I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in
there in the casket with your husband.'

The loyal wife replied 'Listen, I can't go back on my word. I promised him
that I was going to put that money in that casket with him.'

'You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him !!! ?'

'I sure did' said the wife. 'I got it all together, put it into my account
and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it.'

Moral of the story: *Women are cleverer than Men* ......

2008-09-05T05:32:00.003+08:00

Went to J & Jas to cut my hair just now :x oh my god, not nice nor! zzz friends say look like mushroom head zzz ka na sai!. After that went to meet friend at hougang mall to eat our dinner =x chicken chop so nice nor!
and i know my mum cooked at home but i still went to eat, in the end kenna rap by my mum zzz.
Then chat chat slack slack abit jiu go home le.
And YES YES! I'm working later in the afternoon! west coast road! ka na sai zz so far lor!
Sighh, and and i miss someone so so so so much for no reason.
and and i miss playing with her and and i am worry about her now zzz.
Okayy, i'm back to game ^^ to keep me from thinking too much.

Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffats

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore

2008-09-03T06:29:00.005+08:00

Sighh, no roadshow for this week, means i'm not working for this whole week! zzz.

I miss working lahhh! Not tat i miss those chinaman and bangala =x is i miss my colleague!

HELLOOO colleague! u all saw tat? see i so good and thoughtful ^^

I've been rotting at home for the past 2 days =( keep dota non stop till i bodyache and headache ="(
Rot Rot Rot! i'm becoming pudge soon lahhhh! Someone save me! ask me out! but i'm lazyy also :x.
I'm broke too! =( BIG sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

2008-08-31T07:41:00.003+08:00

Hohoho, Went shopping just now in the night time with star.
Meet at cine buy some stuff and den walk to far east plaza, reach there like so late already.
Shop all closing == but at least still got bought some clothes^^
And star lucky bought some also, never shou kong kong go home =x
but ka na sai, i accidentally split some milk tea on my shirt and jean, somemore is white le zzz
After that went to meet huihui and caicai and then we went to eat at suki sushi.
Wanted to catch the movie `Death race` at cine but need to show I.C when buying and someone underage Zzzz.
Gave up the idea to watch at cine and we proceed to parklane cathay to bought the tix.
Hohoho tat bai chi never check I.C ^^ lucky =) Went to Lan inhouse dota for one round then went to catch our movie. DEATH RACE IS NICE OKAYYY! haha :x. And then went back to evo2 to dota inhouse again. cb ahloy, jiajun and hengky bully us zzzz play 3 game all lost, EMO!. Went home after tat and it's 7am now.
and and, ghost gate closing today! hohoho, someone can peacefully go home at night le :x HAHA.
later still have to go work at 12pm. hohoho, i'm off to my bed ^^

It take time to realize.
And i just realize what i just realized.

when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so i could see
That you never were the best for me.

2008-08-28T05:14:00.003+08:00

Got woke up by my korkor at 9am yesterday zzz. He called and said today will be having steamboat and bbq at home. After that went to meet him and his gf at supermarket to shop for the food. Oh my god, shop and shop till spend 150buck on these food :x Den we went to bought durian, again spend like 50buck for some lj durian but nevermind. He paid for it, not me so my heart wont ache ^^

And then when having the bbq, it seem like it detest me or something. The oil keep "pia pi pia pi" at me zzz. ONLY AIM ME OKAY! wth! damn painnn lahhh!. Was screaming non stop when eating =x And then nevermind, my hand and face already like red red le from all those pia pi pia.
I never saw the durian put aside and i accidentally punch it damn hard and my leg auto kick it due to the pain :x Again, i scream like F and groan in pain ^^ fucking pain like no mother okayy! so many hole in my hand and leg now, na bei zzz =x.

Ate alot alot food and now my stomach is having it own unique roller coaster inside zzz so painnn =( hope not food poisoning. lj dinner make me shan heng lei lei =((

And i saw my kor smoking one type of cigarettes, i think it called electronic cigarettes. Damn special leh, don't need fire to light one. Auto got fire le :x and den inside doesn't contain those harmful stuff. the packaging is special also! it stated cigarettes is bad for health but electronic cigarettes is good for health and it taste the same as normal cigarettes! LOL? but my kor say it taste abit like shit! HAHA! because the cigarettes is RED le and is some weird weird country de cigarettes. He say only got kick when tarik-in zzz. lols but nevermind,
i dun smoke also =x i'm such a good boy.

And and! someone told me she quitting smoking. sure anot? Hope she can do it ^^ Cause i hate to see her smoke.

And and! Congrat to team zenith for wining ESWC! so qiang okayy! won team MYM from denmark and team JoY from USA and team TeG from romania, athough losing 1 game to team FeaR from brazil but still manage to make it to the playoff stage. And won team EG from USA at semi final and proceed to final and won team KS from malaysia in final! oh my god! zEn|†h.rsc for the win!

Cause you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

2008-08-26T03:34:00.007+08:00

Hohoho i'm so zai =x I haven slept at all till now since sunday 11am. There are too much things going on my mind to kept me awake. How i wish i can just swept it away with a broom or a vacuum. Or perhaps brainwash everything.

Went to work at 8am today :x
Ended work at 2pm and went home. Reached home at 4pm, bathed and went to work again at 4pm plus. Tired dao siao lor zzz But was somehow quite fun :x lalala

Deep and Meaningless

2008-08-25T04:38:00.007+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, It was raining the whole day and i've been massaging my leg in rainwater at my flooded workplace for the whole day too zzz. Reached home at 11plus and I took out my shoe and found out my two foot is almost rotted for soaking in those rainwater! CB! Fucking hell pain okayyy! Went to bed at 12am trying to orh orh but too much things was on my mind and i start getting emo. Cant fell asleep at all. Lie at my bed till 4am and i gave up sleeping. As usual, another sleepless night emo-ing. Somehow i felt, Days grow longer and nights grow shorter nowadays == I guess i must be getting crazy for emo-ing too much. All these emotions seem to be crushing me under their weight.

Am i deceiving myself now and all these while?
pretending not to care about you and telling myself that i don't love you.
I'm sorry i wasn't able to see certain things.
Sorry that i have been whining so much and stressing you all these times,
for trying to get the definite answer that i wanted and you did, gave it to me.
But why does it hurt so much more than alot of things ever did. Am i too naive? I guess i let you get the best of me. i bet u don't give a fuck either.

But i'm thankful to you for the time we had together nevertheless it was just a short while. Somehow i guess, I learnt how to love better.

Can someone give me a big tight slap to wake me up from this mess? I cant bear to slap myself as i'm too cute=x
Sighh, 2more hours and i have to prepare for work.Hope i wont faint during halfway^^.
Oh my god, i felt like so girl girl posting such things but i cant help it cause i emo-ing :x must understand.

I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

2008-08-24T01:44:00.008+08:00

Ka na sai lor, today wanted go shopping one den last minute that cb star say lazy don't want go. Den become i went rsc to find him. Guan gao cafz nana was there also, hohoho so long never saw them already =x Spend my whole day over there. Play play play then went to eat our dinner at KFC. After tat jiu go home le :x That the end of my sweet saturday TT so boring ><

Hohoho i'm so zi lian ^^ hahahas.

我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉
让我面对自己无法再自恋

Lata still have to go work from 1pm to 11pm =(((( Den got work again at next morning from 7am to 2pm then 6pm got work again till 10pm =(((((((((
Sighhh, sure tired dao siao one TT

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

2008-08-23T04:38:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was so hilarious. Went to meet my colleague and off we go to jurong east interchange.
All of us was relaxing one corner while waiting for the bus, It came but non of us saw it beside me. so i ran and wave to the bus uncle to stop, he saw us but just fcuk care and drove off zzz. oh my god, so pissed off!.
One of my colleague steven said he got a idea.
"Let's run to the next bus-stop before tat bus reached there" zzz lame?
but we really listen to him and start runing like dog all the way from jurong east interchange to another bus stop and just nice we reached in time before it arrived. When we board the bus, the bus uncle was like shocked when he saw us LOL then one of my colleague so bad, he shouted damn loud while walking in.
*Chinese translate to English*
*UNCLE CANNOT WAIT ISIT? RUSHING TO DIE UH? LUCKY WE RUN VERY FAST YOU KNOW?* LOL so bad zzz.
After work went to eat dinner cum supper with steven at hougang and den home sweet home ^^.

Oh my god, this song and video is damn NICEEE lah! atho it's abit long. see see see ^^

Part one

Part two

I don't know why i miss you so much
I don't know why I still feel your touch
You left me feeling high and dry
With nothing,
Nothing but the question why

2008-08-22T03:53:00.011+08:00

It's never enough to say I'm sorry

It's never enough to say I care

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try.

2008-08-21T02:26:00.009+08:00

Yesterday afternoon went to meet all of my colleague and went to work together =x sighhhh, was feeling so down.
Thinking of things and daydreaming during work :Þ was so emoo lor =(

In a shared toilet. special hor? hahas.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever