Back from APEC, just the first day and i am shagged out like crazy, seriously crazy =( head spinning, stomach roller coaster for the whole day, leg ache like shit. =( problem many many have huh tskkk. I just need that one, reach home text before i can go sleep.

Sometimes i know i am being such a fool, yes i do know. but
i just cant stop caring, cant stop thinking, cant take it, cant stop everything, i just cant.

And i'm just down
But i have figured i must stop being such a child.
You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns of your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown, i'll take you round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i will drown.

But it's just seem impossible.