Woots! April fool! Scam and fool so many peoples on that day =D haha.
Booked out on thursday evening time but book back in on friday night time and book out again on Sat afternoon time and i have to book in later again =( so stupid right! just because of some armor relay run organise by our battalion. hey! there is like 13 battalion in armor ley but how come we are the one who organise the run? somemore my company are the one doing almost everything! ahhh stupid one.

Went to JB on friday afternoon, Ohmy, checkpoint, bus interchange, everywhere was crowded like some great singapore sale. I went out of my house at 1 pm but only manage to reach there at 4pm :( i and my friends was rushing everywhere like some crazy lunatics because i got to book in at 9pm because of the STUPID RUN!. Arghhh damn pissed off. But shopping was nice, seafood was even nicer =D Crayfish, Blackpepper crabs, Cereal prawns, sambal veg! bla blah blah, 1 pax pay like 20dollar sgd only. so cheap =D hahaha.

and i went to crystal jade kitchen with my family yesterday! bill was 300dollars! =X so expensive right!!! ohhh man but i think at least 100dollars went into my stomach =| hahaha stomach was bloated like some balloon. everything was nice especially the mango pudding, heavenly! must try!
but she's not here with me eating with my family this time, not anymore.

hmm =D quite looking forward for my pop this friday! friday friday friday! ohyeah goodfriday everyone! haha abit quite late and random =X wish everyone have fun at their easter celebration! grace upon grace! god bless!!
woots anw, 5more days to pop, po ,po, P!! =D family coming for my passing out parade! yay! =) but, but i wish more than that which is impossible.
i think i got some idea of my vocation after my pop already. I'll be the sharpshooter in my section holding on to 3xscope Sar21 and another 1 more weapon, Metaldoll which i dunno what the hell is that but i heard it weights 5kg only. uhhhhh like not so bad huh =)



You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing.

this song is kinda like, hmm true?
currently learning on guitar :)

Ohmy ohmy April 9! 10more days to go! =))))))
i can almost smell pop!
Finished my 24km roadmarch at east coast park before i book out on friday. Tskkkk! took us 12 hours to finish it man. Now i know what is really "SHAGGG". hahaha.
And did i mention i went on a field camp trip at tekong last week? 6D5N! Best holiday ever. Horrible plus terrible, So not fun at all. Raining almost every single day =( nehneh.
And we march 18km back to ferry terminal on the last day and it rains too! tskkkkk!
But thanks god everything is over already! :)

Quite satisfied with myself for getting gold timing for 2.4km Ippt test this week, Like finally can! After i tried so hard everytime. haha.

Hmm went out with the singtel peeps yesterday night time. Went to eat at Cathay Astons. We Queue for like 1hour 20min for that, so long right? lol. and we went to took some neoprint at arcade after that, jieyin sponser ley! so nice of her right but the neoprint cost 3dollar only! lol! so budget! and the photo is so bloody small haha. you're right, you pay for the quality, yi fen qian, yi fen huo =D
and i hope i will be able to go Genting with hanqiang they all. hope they are going on the april time as i got 10 days block leave to clear after i pop =X

hey if you are seeing this, im sorry but i dont want to waste your time and my time and watch you fade away like she does.

it's amazing the things you will realize when you lose someone.

I didnt know you will impact me this much.
We used to be so close didnt we? we used to talk about things, anything, every single thing.
i thought i was your good friend? your best friend? your someone special?
It's amazing how things can just change in an instance and then i become your nothing anymore.
y ... why .. was everything even real ? was you too ? i wondered.

Lunch with the tranquil peeps yesterday at big splash seafood international was fun :) But somehow it wasnt so happening as last year, alot of them think so too :(
And i saw quite alot of new faces, haha i think i am getting outlated. peoples was mentioning her name everywhere, so saddening that you are not here with me anymore.
felt quite upset when i heard that you wasnt coming, i still thought you would. hmm like the same as last year, we played bingo after our lunch and the total pool of money for this year was 470$$ =D needless to say, my group won it and we got ourself some free spare cash =D hehe.
Cycling at east coast park after that. There was Alex,Karen,Jon,Sandy,Zhixian,Jieyin,Kelvin,Jeffrey,Kiatmae,Xiumei,Norman,Ernest and Zack.
The weather was super great and so, we had a great good time cycling.
Spend some time at arcade and then went over to Suntec and that's it for the day =)


And did i mention that i accompany my big kor to penjuru to pack up on friday night time after i got home from camp? Wooo memories flashback into my mind like crazy.
I rmb the long dark, stretch of road into penjuru that we will always curse while walking in.
I rmb the bird face that you were about to cry when you got bullied, pestered by baia at penjuru 2 because i went over to 1. I rmb we will always whines like free when we saw the never ending queue. i rmb you fall asleep on my left arm when you were sick and i can only use my right arm to do 3 TD and all baias was laughing at us. i rmb every single little things.
Seriously i miss the simple life of working at roadshows. There was you, there was those fun working peeps, there was those irritating baia and nehs who will irritate you like hell.

Hah but move on with life, that's all i know and i can say beside whining over here but seriously, screw ns!

I have a problem.

It's taking a toll on everything I have.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done
.
I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.

Hey gdmorning world! Ohmy live firing this week was so much fun and exciting you know =D but bloody tiring. Imagine firing at the same place for up to 18hours everyday uh! tskkkkkk! and i got sharpshooter marksmen with the highest score in my group =) 30/32 dont playplay =DD hehe.
and and guess what! i got the best improvement chins up in my whole platoon! from 2 chins up to 15 chins up, dont play play hor =DDD hehehe and i got a free donut as a reward for that == so encouraging can?

Anyway i'm so in love with guitar and piano nowadays. Been trying to spend as much time as possible on it when i book out everytime but i scare will become abit rusty during the weekdays period in camp =(
Hmm am going to play my guitar after i finish this post and gonna prepare for church after that then after service have to go home prepare to go back camp already =((((( and there goes my sunday.

Some dolphin and ricky photos below =))

RIP my beloved Uncle, you'll always be remember.

Its unexplainable
Kind of and unattainable
When the person you love aint enough.
I'm broken, tired, I feel so pitiful,
Look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.

Best "im yours" cover ever =)


booked out at 11.59pm on Friday night and i have to book in at 8pm later. How cruel right =(
My back, shoulder, arm, is aching like nobody business now because of the damn road march on friday =(
Live firing this week and Outfield coming on next week! tsk! I am so tired seriously, Physically and mentally screwed. and I still see your face on my locker everyday, i still cant seem to face the truth, i still cant seem to accept the fact. why, tell me why you are so hard to forget. it've been a month already and im still so upset about it. i still think of you everynight before i go sleep. why, why do you have to lead me on all these while? why, why, why?

Your just a sad song with nothing to say

Hey been a long time since i updated myself =D
Have been serving the army for 10 week already and i am officially in BMT phase now.
Time flies huh? 2 more month to my POP and i will be free from recruit life :)
Things is going pretty well for me inside just that i kept injure myself for no stupid reason! i swear i am damn unlucky during this 10 weeks time :( Sighh.
I shall elaborate one of the unlucky thing that happen to me and it happened just yesterday. I fell into a drain while trying to flag a cab at the roadside? funny huh? and i got myself a big deep cut on my right leg. My friends beside me was sort of freaking out because the blood was flowing out like free. Lol. It just wont stop bleeding even till today :( Unlucky isnt it?
But i know i am blessed and i know the good things is coming for me real soon =)

Anyway chinese new year and valentines day will be landing together on tml! it should be a good day for every single one of us but thing just dont feel right for me :( I'm actually feeling totally moodless about it :( Making plans from like 2 months ago for this special unique day but everything just goes down the drain like this, utterly upset and disappointed to the max.

and for some reasons, i think i've change alot .

Love is patient
Love is kind
Love doesnt envy
Love doesnt brag, is not proud
Love bears all things
Love believe all things
Love hopes all things
Love endure all things
Love never fails

How am i suppose to watch this show myself? We promised we will finish it together isn't it?
Hah.

We used to talk like there's no tomorrow. But now, silence stands between us.

hello peeps(=

today's my first official day of enlistment. you can call me botak from now on.
hahaha okay i'm just kidding(:
you cant okay, only huiwen can. LOL
you must be wondering how i can type this post out when i'm supposed to be in camp right now right?
heehee.
maybe i should disclose this great secret of mine now.
i'm actually.
not zhixiang/cheesiang/zx/kingkong.
HAHA. i'm not th dog as well! lol
okay sorry uh tired have to self-entertain(:
but anyway,
kingkong is in camp now, prolly sleeping judging by th time.
he is doin fine from what i know and he will be fine(:
since he cannot divulge anything that happened or will happen in there, i guess there's nothing much to write.
i think he cant say anything, thats what i heard.
but anyway, i guess he miss th world outside his camp and yea thats it(:

good night!

hey everyone, my time has come, my life as a civilian is coming to an end soon, time for me to serve the nation in another 31 hours time =) fyi, i will be enlisting into keat hong camp, armor sars 40 so yeap. I know it's damn suay, damn bad, damn far, damn shiong and whatsoever so dont bother telling me.
will be going salon to have the sexy perfect haircut later when i woke up. tskkk i will miss my hair i swear, my brown hazel hair color =( sighhh.
anw havent been blogging in a week time since last post so let me tell you whats going on for the last week when i was countdown-in to my enlistment. it's actually quite boring for you to read but not for me.
i've been spending almost everyday with her and her and her and her and her and her and just her and yup that's it.
pretty boring right i told you so :) and i think she think she is very rich! she bought me a newcreation church book last sunday and that cost her 25 or 35 dollar and at the same very day, she want to bought me another wallet which cost 38dollar but of course i gave her some tight slap and paid on my own. but =)))) im just kidding abt the slap part. but still lotsa things happened between last week, like meeting the standard peeps for ktv session and bla bla bla, i am too tired to blog it out and i guess no one interested also so lalala.:).
and i guess thats it. by then, i will miss everyone especially all of the tranquil peeps! hanqiang, jonathan, weide, sandy, chel, jieyin, karen, alex, teeyuan, zhixian, terry, andrew, alfred and sry if i miss out yrs =) oh man they are <3 and oh shit i missed out one! and HUIWEN of course =)
alright! until then, take loads of care everyone. i guess someone will be blogging for me when i am gone so cheers.

i'm so sorry but i love you and i cant lie,

i hope everything will be alright and nothing will change.

hey im uber boring and tired right now, am rotting in my room using my lappy to blog right now.
Went to had some shopping and brunch with bigkor and 2ndkor just now and there goes my 50buck, got cheated to paid for it first and got a thanks for the meal from them =X idiots!

and i just want to said i loved last sunday so much :) i miss it.
we met at 11.30am and then, church and shop and home swt home and watch tv and cook and slack and rot and poofs! 11.30pm already and she has to go =( time just seem to pass real fast :(
but still =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) so happy.
anyway did i mention we cooked chicken bolognese pasta for our dinner?=) haha cool right!!! but we basically just cook the pasta and heat up the bolognese which is already cooked by my dashao the day before so its actually some easy job :D but still took us quite sometime to get it done =D we talk and act like we are some kind of pro chef but when it comes to action, we are clumsy like 1234 <3
and we took quite alot of photos together =)))) likes them so much.

anyway i met up with jonathan and damien yesterday at Amk Hub =) reminds me back to genting days again! so much fun and laughter :)
and yesterday with them was the same as well, we ran around the whole place trying to settle down for our dinner but everywhere we go seem to be full house and we got real irritated by that. so we went to takeaway at subway and wondering where should we go and damien suggested a place for us to eat :) hmm i swear it's the last place you will ever think of sitting down to have yr dinner =X
and that's right, we went in to the arcade, sat down at a corner and finish up our food, very romantic and cool right! peoples who walked pass must be seeing us as a bunch of crazy retards haha.
Maximum tunes session awhile and then went to watch Ninja Assassin =X so freaking bloody violence like hell but it was seriously so damn nice =) damien said the movie very painful to watch haha!

Well, im gng to bring my dog Dolphin down for a short walk now =)
and i know i will be loving tml and thursday as much as sunday <3 looking forward to it! =)

Hey peeps! i've officially moved to Sengkang`Anchorvale Drive from today onward! =) Am no longer staying in hougang anymore :X So please update it, Thanks! =))))
Tskkk yesterday was a tough day moving shitsss from my Hougang house to my new place. Took 6 peoples to help out ya know! special thanks to Biondi, Kenneth and PingXiong for being so helpful! but at least they got a subway meal in return =DD HaHa and of course the girl for coming to help me as well! helping me to pack all those super dusty wires =), helping me to carry my bottle and boxes =), helping to hang and fold all my clothes 1 by 1 into my closet! =) woots i just love her to bits =)

Went to ate Pizza Hut with her in the noon time today, we ordered 1 pan 9inch hawaiian pizza, 1 prawn agilo olio, 1 mushroom soup and 6piece spicy drumlets! WOAHHH! all these for the serving of 2 person! haha call us crazy you can! and ya know what? she actually ate more than me!! surprising huh? hahaha.
and she had a lesson at 10am and group project on 12pm at school but she reach at around going to 4pm? pretty cool huh? what more can i said? she just totally failed at managing her time. out of 10point, i can only give half =) as in half of a point, means 0.5/10 =DDDDDD
Tskkkk she's working right now and i swear she must be dead beat =(((((( i miss her so much but i will be seeing her tml so YAYY =))))))))))) so happy can =DDDDD

Do you know how it feels like to stare at your computer screen doing nothing in particular for around 11hours? oh man!, i can tell you it's totally feel like shit, SHIT!!. I just spent my last 3 whole day playing Facebook games, Viwawa, Solitaire blah blah blah, rotting, rotting and just rotting. Time just seem to pass so slow over there :( tskkk! but just 2 more days and everything will be over! =DYay! anyway, was shocked to see crystal working at the accreditation counter ytd! so we went for lunch and she bought me up to their staff room and gave me their staff lunch box meal and we ate over there =D woots save money :D ya know, the food over suntec is damn exp can? haha.

After work, follow karen and alex back home to get his car and poof! went to this place called
"Everything with Fries"! Ohmygod, it's damn nice can! especially the "One Egg Soup"! Tskkkk! so damn nice!
we ordered ourself a main meal each with 3 different dish and 3 different flavor fries so that we can try and share :D all 3 are so nice nice nice :)
and ohyah!, did i mention Karen treat me for the meal :D?
Gee, thanks many many =))))))))))))))))))
woots again, save money =X machiam never spend any money for the whole day yesterday hah! =)

Anyway like finally finally finally, My COMEX pay finally come! they took like 3 month to sort it out? basket so slow! and great, they never bank in the money for us so we have to go down all the way to funan mall to get the damn cheque!. seriously basket right tsk.

Just cant wait to watch the show tgr later, so looking forward to it :)

Just so you know

Back from APEC, just the first day and i am shagged out like crazy, seriously crazy =( head spinning, stomach roller coaster for the whole day, leg ache like shit. =( problem many many have huh tskkk. I just need that one, reach home text before i can go sleep.

Sometimes i know i am being such a fool, yes i do know. but
i just cant stop caring, cant stop thinking, cant take it, cant stop everything, i just cant.

And i'm just down
But i have figured i must stop being such a child.
You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns of your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown, i'll take you round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i will drown.

But it's just seem impossible.

Am going to work at Suntec convention on this sunday for the event APEC.
gonna wake up at around 5+ to prepare on that day, god knows if i am able to =X
I think the working hour will be 11 hours per day, pretty long huh? and the coolest thing is i am going to work 8days straight in a row! ahhh just kidding :) Thursday will be my off day but the rest will be working :( it's gonna be so tiring for sure but money many many have =)
Anyway just FYI, APEC stand for Asia-Pacific Economic Cooperation! :) go wiki it if you are wondering what the hell is this shit =D
and yah forgot to mention, we've to wear formal for this shit! i swear it's so unnecessary and damn troublesome but how?, have to wear no matter what :( tskkk! and i think i look weird wearing it :D hmm but still cute so dont worry :) "giggle"

Talked to Sandy on msn just now, Got told that all the tickets for Genting are sold out :( sighhh, was like so want want want to go there ya know, was so tempting! I just simply missed the day i had there with the 3 assholes :)
It was so so so fun :D and i am going to sit on that bloody space-shot if i ever go there with them again! =D

Am irritated with myself sometimes, for being so easily upset and contented.
why would i even bother to care so much i wonder. It will just did me in if i do that.
i dont really feel too strong right now and i guess nothing is going to help me feels better.
it's 5am right now, close to 6. just another waste of my night.