Ohmy ohmy April 9! 10more days to go! =))))))
i can almost smell pop!
Finished my 24km roadmarch at east coast park before i book out on friday. Tskkkk! took us 12 hours to finish it man. Now i know what is really "SHAGGG". hahaha.
And did i mention i went on a field camp trip at tekong last week? 6D5N! Best holiday ever. Horrible plus terrible, So not fun at all. Raining almost every single day =( nehneh.
And we march 18km back to ferry terminal on the last day and it rains too! tskkkkk!
But thanks god everything is over already! :)

Quite satisfied with myself for getting gold timing for 2.4km Ippt test this week, Like finally can! After i tried so hard everytime. haha.

Hmm went out with the singtel peeps yesterday night time. Went to eat at Cathay Astons. We Queue for like 1hour 20min for that, so long right? lol. and we went to took some neoprint at arcade after that, jieyin sponser ley! so nice of her right but the neoprint cost 3dollar only! lol! so budget! and the photo is so bloody small haha. you're right, you pay for the quality, yi fen qian, yi fen huo =D
and i hope i will be able to go Genting with hanqiang they all. hope they are going on the april time as i got 10 days block leave to clear after i pop =X

hey if you are seeing this, im sorry but i dont want to waste your time and my time and watch you fade away like she does.

it's amazing the things you will realize when you lose someone.

I didnt know you will impact me this much.
We used to be so close didnt we? we used to talk about things, anything, every single thing.
i thought i was your good friend? your best friend? your someone special?
It's amazing how things can just change in an instance and then i become your nothing anymore.
y ... why .. was everything even real ? was you too ? i wondered.

Lunch with the tranquil peeps yesterday at big splash seafood international was fun :) But somehow it wasnt so happening as last year, alot of them think so too :(
And i saw quite alot of new faces, haha i think i am getting outlated. peoples was mentioning her name everywhere, so saddening that you are not here with me anymore.
felt quite upset when i heard that you wasnt coming, i still thought you would. hmm like the same as last year, we played bingo after our lunch and the total pool of money for this year was 470$$ =D needless to say, my group won it and we got ourself some free spare cash =D hehe.
Cycling at east coast park after that. There was Alex,Karen,Jon,Sandy,Zhixian,Jieyin,Kelvin,Jeffrey,Kiatmae,Xiumei,Norman,Ernest and Zack.
The weather was super great and so, we had a great good time cycling.
Spend some time at arcade and then went over to Suntec and that's it for the day =)


And did i mention that i accompany my big kor to penjuru to pack up on friday night time after i got home from camp? Wooo memories flashback into my mind like crazy.
I rmb the long dark, stretch of road into penjuru that we will always curse while walking in.
I rmb the bird face that you were about to cry when you got bullied, pestered by baia at penjuru 2 because i went over to 1. I rmb we will always whines like free when we saw the never ending queue. i rmb you fall asleep on my left arm when you were sick and i can only use my right arm to do 3 TD and all baias was laughing at us. i rmb every single little things.
Seriously i miss the simple life of working at roadshows. There was you, there was those fun working peeps, there was those irritating baia and nehs who will irritate you like hell.

Hah but move on with life, that's all i know and i can say beside whining over here but seriously, screw ns!

I have a problem.

It's taking a toll on everything I have.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done
.
I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.