HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS GIRL

HUIHUI

She's stupid, she's dumb, she's nerd, she's tiki
And yes, she's damn TIKI!.
and she's .... .. . .. . . .. . . ... .. . ..
It'll take at least one week for me to type out how bad she is
But still, She's LOVED by me ^^
And yeah i mean it.
And stop smoking and try to quit it, stop spending money like water and do some saving, stop slacking and get a job!

UNDERSTAND!?


Went to bugis to meet friends just now in the night time.
Shop and pool, After that went to eat at Fish and Co
And then boat quay, Went to Chillz pub to chill around
Open one Martell. Drink , Sing , Play around and then cabbed home.
And here i am ^^

Its unexplainable, kind of and unattainable when the person you love aint enough.
I feel so pitiful, look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.

Boat Quay on Saturday night for huihui advance birthday celebration.
Went to amber21 yea yea.
Slack slack around, drink drink a bit, chat chat around , sing sing a bit.
Blah Blah around & Blah Blah a bit.
Cabbed home at 6am+
Slept 5 hours and went to work till 11pm =x

Me , Ben . Huihui , Kenneth , Bryan



Your moistened skin ..... your broken voice
Was everything ..... Your everything
Does she love you that's worth knowing.

Christmas, Christmas time is near,
Time for toys and time for cheer.
We've been good, but we can't last,
Hurry Christmas, Hurry fast.
Want a plane that loops the loop,
Me, I want a Hula-Hoop.
We can hardly stand the wait, Please Christmas don't be late.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I know my post is a bit late for Christmas =x
But still CHEERS!

Didn't went to play on Christmas Eve
Pass by town area in my friend car.
It was like super duper crowded.
Decided to go home instead of getting push and stomp around by elephants wherever i move.

Went to meet team ExpE peoples at networms for some games on Christmas
Hohoho lan DOTA on Christmas, so cool =x HAHA.
Played for a couple of hours and went home after that.
Take some rest and went out to meet friends.
Went to bought tix for Ip Man at Cathay. This movie is damn nice!
Zhang Zi Dan is imba COOL lahhhhhhhhh!
There is this phrase he said in the movie.

* There's no man in this world who'll be scare of their wife *
* There's only man in this world who'll respect their wife *

Wootttttttttttttt so Sweet!.

HAHA after the movie was 1am already.
Went to Cyberdome to play Left4Dead. So FUN!
Scream and shout until no voice zzz
Some of my friend don't know how to play DOTA so have to stick to Left4Dead for the whole night zzz.
Play until abit sick of the game but still, it's damn fun! Infected for the win!
Wack till morning and took bus home =x

Last week went to some places with friend to shop.

Went to orchard on this day and bugis on another day
Bought some top, bottoms and a pair of slippers =x
Talking about the slippers. When i saw it, i was lazy to try and i thought it could fits my leg size so i just grab and paid for it.
In the end when i reach home and have a try,
..... ... . . . .. .. KNN! my leg overshoot the slippers by a bit lahh! Zzz
Talking about new slippers, normally when u just bought it. you'll feel uncomfortable wearing it for the first few times as it was still not that *season*
And that what happened to me. My leg is full of bruises after i just worn it for like 2 time only?
Now i have to paste plasters on my legs Zzz Freaking pain like no mama.

Blah blah blah blah blah blah . .. .

Went to Escape theme park on Saturday with some friends as well.
Boring like shit okayy, everything have to queue to play.
Quarrel with a typical Singaporean aunt inside. It's not our fault but for sure we lose in the argument.
Who can win aunt in a argument? only aunt lahh! It's impossible for us to talk win her.
But tho the day inside is still quite fun, laugh out loud a lot.
Spend a couple of hours over there and went to meet up with a friend.

Watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" at E-Hub The story line is quite good but i bet u all sure will find it boring as the whole movie is not exciting at all. So to play safe, Don't watch it ^^

Some Random photo below ^^



Saw this Cadbury blink blink Wheel at E-Hub, Is nice le lor =x



While working i saw this guy I.D, I swear it fucking long!.
Although it a bit unclear. Just by looking at his first name, There is more than 20 alphabet zz.

And lastly that's me! Don't know where the fuck my mum found this.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Primary one de wo ^^

Some random picture.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Don't really have anything to update nowadays.
Life for me seem to be as boring as usual.
Working everyday except 1 or 2 day off for me to chill out,

so yea boring life >.<. update? lazy forget it.

Sometime i wondering do peoples really enjoy playing Dota?

or is it because of a sense of self satisfaction when they own?

o my, i seem to be directing at myself :x haha.

Forget it either.

Woot Woot i have been listening to this artist music recently =x
Taylor swift, She's such a talented artist.
Pretty voice, composed song by herself, play the guitar well.
Most importantly!, PRETTY oh oh =x HEHE.
One of her famous song is "Teardrops on my guitar"
Heard that before? Go youtube it! It a beautiful song.
& recently she just release her new album "Fearless"!
One of the best song inside will be Love Story..
She's like uber pretty in that song video :Þ oh my god!
& now presenting you the video! =x Enjoy

HELLO,
Been quite a long time since i update HEHE.
Bo bian, Super duper lazy to update =x
But someone force me to update so have to :Þ
Have been so busy working & working & working!!!!!
Ka na sai tired lor
This week schedule is full also zzz
Morning shift! night shift! morning shift! night shift!
Ta Ma De Busy!
I have a new nickname at my working place.
=* LION KING *=
LOL! because of my hair that why they call me that.
What the fcuk lor =.=

Anyway have to say SORRY to my 3 little son.
ZHUZHU, adidi and darling ZY. LOL.
for putting aeroplane :x
zhuzhu most huai dan! spam me vuglar sia =(
That day seriously no mood to do anything that why never came.

Hohoho i am so happy!
SKOTH happyfeet advance to semi final already.
Next game vs DNA`SK, one of the Malaysia strongest team beside KingSurf
Hope can win and proceed to final =) wish me good luck.
&&& today Garena compey happyfeed advance to top 8 =x
Woot woot hope can win next game also HEHE
Aiya best is can get first :Þ
My team de name should be happyfeet one
but dunno why they change to happyfeed =.=
They say sound nicer as we can happy *feeding*
Lanjiao lor =x

&&&&&&&
I'm in a super badmood this few days!
KNNBPHUACBFUCKABCDEFG!!
Sighhh everything is so fucked up!!

Blah blah been busy working last whole week. Damn tired!
But earn about 500 buck ^^ 1 WEEK ONLY HOR! zai zai zai anott =x
Yesterday went to hospital with my family to visit my grandpa.
Something happened to him =( but i think okayy already.
I going to rottttttttt already, Been slacking at home this whole week.
Dunno why i so lazy to go out but later going to meet friend to eat! ^^

I should be joining alot upcoming DOTA competition =, hohoho hope can win all =x
One of the compey is organise by Royal Sport Club.
JOIN NOW! before slot are all gone!

For more information visit | http://www.royalsportsclub.blogspot.com/ |

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE.

Saw 2 Music Video which is damn sad, Somemore so nice.
MUST WATCH MUST WATCH!
See till the end!

請告訴她 我不愛她
笑著難過 自我懲罰

Woke up at 1pm and went for my dentist appointment today.
Waited till 2.30pm over there then reach my turn zzz so long!.
The numb injection like free le .
One time give me 4 shots! ji dan! pain dao siao!
The first shot, Doctor tell me will a bit pain okay! i dot my head.
Second shot, he say will pain okayy! i dot dot again.
Thrid shot, he say will pain pain okayyy! i dot dot dot again
Fourth shot de shi hou, i already expect what he gonna say =.=.
WILL PAIN PAIN PAIN OKAYYYY!
and yes! i dot dot dot dot again! =.=
But seriously pain =( and now i BO GEY already! JI DAN!

Went to dye my hair after that. Stuck in salon for 1 hour knn bored.
Then went to Lan dota at hougang plaza with friend!
Hohoho so fun ^^ 3v3 lan ppl.
My team hero score :

Ling`Lr 1-6
Zy`Slardar 2-6
MEME`LINA 33-6 LOL

Then other game all own as well =x
Hougang dota players all like nerd nerd one!!
EXCEPT ME ^^

I wasn't mean the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way?
Where you gonna be tonight?
Coz I won't stay too long.

Wondering what's wrong with singtel line.
I have been receiving weird call the whole yesterday starting with a indian lady calling me in the fking early morning.
She was calling her son but the call somehow link to my number and i was wrongfully accused for stealing her son phone. JOKES?
But nevermind i still tried to explain to her even tho she called me like countless time in 1 hour to woke me up again and again.
After she hung up the phone the last time, Her mother which is the son GRANDMA called me to kpkb again zzzz. WTF? Damn pissed off. But nevermind yet i try to explain again.
After her GRANDMA hung up, Best part came. The indian lady husband which is the son FATHER called me to KPKB AGAIN! WTF? Seriously WTF is wrong with them. Like i have any idea how her fking son number was diverted to my phone.
And i have no patience to explain anymore therefore i talk to him in a bad manner tone ^^
Seriously JI BAI, Machiam the whole indian family want to call me for sex talk like that.
But after that no more call from them and there goes my sleep T.T

Prepare and went out to meet friend to chill.
Need a chill seriously.

After that in the evening still got receive some weird call from some peoples but lucky they never asked their whole family to call me. But still i got accused by them for stealing their *husband* *son* *mother* phone.
One word to describe all of this ----> SUAY <---- KA NA SAI!!!.

Bought a computer chair on the way home. I kei qiang want carry instead of delivery.
Almost fainted when i reach home. Fucking chair dunno make of rock or what, Heavy like fuck!.

Friday night after work, rush down to bukit batok with friends to celebrate a asshole birthday =x Cause he scold her GF that why his a asshole :Þ
HAHAHA so fun.

Meet friend just now at town to shop.
Saw the birthday boy with his GF halfway :x Happy birthday okayy!!
Ka na sai, walk and walk and walk and still walk walk walk walk.
Walk the whole evening. In the end, bought one top only =.= EMO!
But still better than nothing =x

Went to alter my jean few days ago and yesterday was the collecting date.

I ask my mum to collect it for me. She reach home with it and i was happily wanted to try .

Took out the jean and,

"o.O? why come it look the same when i took it to alter"

I tried it and

........ .. . .. . ... . ..

OMFBBQKNNBPHUACBGOD
ASSHOLE!!! THAT ASSHOLE NEVER ALTER AT ALL!!
It totally the same!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Nevermind, therefore i made a call to the shop but no one answer! KNNB,
Was late for work so my mum have to make a trip down to tat idiot shop again ==
and they told my mum
"Sorry arh forgot to alter ^^ and took it back again"
Seriously is Ka Na Sai service <----
Blah blah blah,
Pissed off.

Watch show ar watch show, Dota ar dota.
Spamming series show and dota!
So i wont think and dream so much.

Silences is my last resort.
Suffocation,
No breathing,
I don't give a fuck.

Gaming Giant Katong competition =x
Team HappyFeet` zlich, Me, Star, Jacky, Kenny.

I hate the fat screen comp !! the resolution is like shit okayy!
During the first day of the compey, i cant really see clearly when playing =(
Hohoho but i bring my spectacle along at the 2nd day to wear ^^.




Add on with another picture from some quite long ago de ulu compey.
Got 2nd though ^^
With team rSc` Cafz , Star , Me , mDs, Guan.
I still got the LJ medal at home =x LOL.

Had been starting to watch Heroes and Lost at home nowadays.
I know i am abit outlated =x Both show had been popular since years ago and there is already 3 season of the show.
Yet i'm still stuck on season one =.=
But it's damn nice okayy! Heroes & Lost for the win!
But still Prison Break own!
I'm still ongoing with prison break, waiting patiently every week for the new episode release ^^

Went to katong in the early morning 8am on weekends for the dota compey.

Was godamn tired on saturday. Didn't slept at all during Friday and went for it.

I was quite worried about my team as we played like less than 5 game together, Yet we joined a Offline compey LOL.

Walkover AG as they were late for 1 hour and won Dsd Soccer in the first day. Went to GGHT in toa payoh after that and played skoth match and some game.

Was freaking tired! Went home and K.O on my bed.

Slept around 7hours and force myself woke up to prepare and went to katong again =.=

6 teams qualifying into Sunday group match, where the 6 will be divided into 2 group of 3 team. with 2 winner proceeding to the semi final.

My group consist of GGHT, Akb and Happyfeet which is my team.

Something happened and Akb was unhappy with it. .

We lost Akb in the round robin and GGHT won them.

That mean both of them have 1 point each with 1 win and we had 0.

The last match was us(Happyfeet) VS GGHT. But GGHT doesn't really want to play with us as there was some people in our team related to them. So after a short conversation, We had a agreement between both teams to play WTF mode, where we ended them with a score of 44 in the 20min game. As for us getting zeus and thrashed them with wrath.

Happyfeet and GGHT advance to the semi finals with the highest overall score and Akb was out of the tournament. They heard what had happened and therefore they were unhappy with it and misunderstood alot of things.

Akb was my friend team as well. If i know things will become this way, I would had just ask my team to played with GGHT.

In my own opinion, They assume that GGHT>AKB>HAPPYFEET. As GGHT won Akb and Akb won happyfeet. That mean they assume we will lose to GGHT if we had played and GGHT and Akb will advance to the semi final. But that was so wrong?

We lost to Xtc and GGHT lost to zenith in the semi final. and we had to fight against GGHT for the thrid and fourth place. We played through a serious game with each another and we won with a score of 45-31. That mean even if we did played through a normal game against them in the round robin, We could have won also?

But i must agree that it were wrong of us doing this even though i assume.

Nevermind over is over, Forget it.

Quite a fun compey anyway even tho with some incident.

Gotten third place is actually quite unexpected =x

HappyFeet For the Win ^^

But it was a damn stress tiring weekend.

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, baby.

Didn't went to work yesterday. Wanted to meet friend yesterday afternoon but was so tired and lazy. So i continue to sleep and ignore the call and msgs. But that was not a option.
Tio spam by friend =.= woke up prepare and went to bugis.
Hohoho, went to eat steamboat over there. Spend around 2 hours eating. Lol. you cant imagine how bloated my stomach was =x FULL!!.
Went to shop after that. Wanted to get some stuff but was too lazy to walk and see, so just bought everything in one shop and went home. I'm so bloody tired nowadays, Morning sleep sucks.

And and i have a dota compeitition on katong later which is 9.30am. Bloody hell, it 6 am now and i havent sleep at all!. I think i am not planing to sleep. Hope i wont feed later =x
And just nice this compey timing clash with something important. I should be heading out with my whole family to register for some stuff at 9.30am.
And yet i just got the timing from my team that the compey started at 9.30am.
How concidence this can be, Bloody hell tio fucked by my brother.
And this monday, i have to personally go down to the fucking office to register that bloody shit form and went all the way to find my brother and hand him that bloody shit paper.
ZZZZZ pissed off.

Sometime i wondering am i blurring the lines between reality and fantasy..
I still can't get the fact out of my head
It's killin me.
It sucks to the core!

I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die.

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

I had a terrible nightmare. In my dream, someone died
It was so realistic that for a moment, I felt so screwed up after that.
I woke up with a jerk and start wiping my eyes.
i was so glad that it was just a dream.
Dear god, the only thing i ask of you is to hold her. That it.

Went to meet friends to eat at hougang mall after that at 5. slacked around and went to play pool at hougang plaza.
Oh my god, Been quite a time since i last played. Still not bad at it even tho i can't seem to see the ball clearly at all =x Worst is when i saw one ball. beside it, there is another image of the ball zzz. blame it on me! I'm lazy to wear contact lens or spectacle go out :Þ
Went to play photo hunt after that, 7 guys squeezing around the small machine like some idiots. Laugh my ass off!. rubbish rubbish around and went home at 10pm.

& anyway,

I'm having a weird sleeping hours, i slept at morning time almost everyday and woke up at afternoon. or perhaps i should said evening.
I told myself everyday that i will sleep earlier but it seem like i have reached the state of exhaustion. Where, although you're damn tired, you just can't sleep.
Many screwed up thoughts have been going through my head.
Perhaps my exhaustion is physical only with my mind not letting me rest.
My whole body felt like falling apart when i woke up. I hate this! fuck it!

Wake Me Up When September End =)

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呐

而你斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇

你冷了　倦了　我哭了

一開始的不快樂　你用卡片紙寫著

有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了　說好的 幸福呢

我懂得　不說了 愛淡了　夢遠了

開心與不開心一一細數著　你在不捨

那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得

你不等了　說好的　幸福呢

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

you'll be just fine, with all of your time.
its only what you're waiting for.
he's everything you need,
he's everything you want,
he's everything inside of you that you wished you could be.
he says all the right things,
at exactly the right time.

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

Yesterday i helped a bangalash fellow which cant really spoke english to retrieve back his phone code. I help him because of that :x as he cant speak non understand what the customer service person trying to said.
With me calling to get the code and fixing it, The phone were back to normal after a short while and he was like happy like @#$%! HAHA.
After that i joked with him, i told him i was thirsty after all those talking with the customer service and i point to a bottle drink. He understand what i trying to say and he took the empty bottle drink and ask me isit this brand that i want.
I told him i was just joking but he took the bottle and dissappear zzz.
After 15mins later, he came back with 2 cans of coke for me! he say he can't find the bottle drink brand zzz. Oh my god? i didn't know that he will took my words for so serious.
He say i'm a GOOD MAN before going off. LOL! but it's the truth anyway ^^ HAHA.

Yesterday was the F1 Final race also! I missed it because of working FUCK!

There was a serious F1 accident. This picture is taken by someone who witnessed it.

( PICTURE IS NOT MEANT FOR SOMEONE WITH WEAK HEART!)

DUN SCROLL DOWN IF YOU ARE ONE!

Ke lian de F1 T.T LOL

Thanks to Gallant for this.

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand

If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Had been working nowadays.
Other than that, spending almost all of my time on gaming.
It keep me from thinking of other stuff. It suck, isn't it? I hate this.
Sometime things just doesn't wait for you. There is no point, really.
Just hope i'll get better and not expecting too much non helding any hope as well.
Just finish playing the first round of Samsung King Of The Hill online compey.
WON ^^ boring game =.=
Next Saturday will be the 2nd round and i think i will be joining Gaming Giant Katong compey with my friends, it on next Saturday also =x hahas. Work Work Work, Play Play Play!! it's really getting boring. Sighhh!
I'm working later for the whole day zzz damn it. Have to wakie early!
Lalala and i'm back to my game now.

And here is a fking lame jokes, hope u all can read chinese ^^

有一天魔王把公主抓住, 公主一直叫...

魔王: 你尽管叫破喉咙吧, 没有人会来救你的! 哈哈哈!!

公主: 破喉咙~ 破喉咙~

没有人: 公主~ 我来救你了!

魔王: 妈的! 说曹操曹操就到!

曹操: 魔王! 你叫我干嘛?

魔王: 哇唠! 看到鬼!

鬼: 靠! 被发现了!

靠: 胡说! 谁发现我?

谁: 关我屁事?

魔王: Oh my GOD!

上帝: 谁叫我?

谁: 没有人叫你啊!

没有人: 我哪有?

从此, 魔王精神分裂...

It's my big kor birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! haha.
After work went down to the chalet with my colleagues at east coast park.
After i reached, my whole family and some friends was there already
and i found out something surprise! oh my goodness!!
My big kor have propose to her girlfriend at the chalet !! and she said a YES!
SADDD that i missed it! it over when i reach TT.

I heard it was everyone celebrating, singing birthday song and then proceed to cut the birthday cake.
After that my big kor ask everyone to wait as there is still another one more birthday cake.
Then someone bring it out and my kor ask her gf to open it for him.
When she opened, it was a big winnie the pooh cake with a sentence of
* WILL YOU MARRY ME?* written on it.
And then my kor kneel down on the floor in front of everyone with a necklace and a ring :x oh my god! Romantic sia!
I think my kor gf was speechless, surprised until cant talk :x

I confirm will propose until more romantic than my kor next time le ^^ HAHA.
After awhile, my family jiu cabbed home le
I went to talk to her and call her DA SAO. HAHA.

Eat and slack slack over there. Kenna force by my kor friend to drink zzz. they so CB one zz
After that colleagues jiu send me home.
I'm sick for 1 week T.T still cant recover. reason is laziness of taking medicine.

I'm so so so tired of being twisted around.

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know.
I'm scared of cracking up again,
I just
Want it to be like it was before

I have a problem.

And it makes me feel like I'm dying. It's taking a toll on everything I have.

When you want to get better and everything is just getting worse and you just go with it. This isn't helping. This isn't helping me get up. This isn't making me better.

I find no pleasure in this anymore. I find no happiness in it now.

I just want all of this to stop. It's hurting me. It's draining me. I can't look at things the same way again.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done.

I am losing this fight. Maybe I should've ended this long ago. But I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.

Oh my god! I have a DOTA compey yesterday. The match should be started on 1pm but i overslept!.
The tournament marshall called me at 12.55pm to ask me whetever my team can reach in time to play?
i was woken up by his call, of course cant lah! So the first game, we was walkover by our opponent =( SAD! after a short while, my team member called me and @#$%#$#. Obviously is tio fucked up =x
Cabbed down to suntec as there is still another one more round.
Reached there at 2pm and found out the 2nd match was us walkover our opponent zzz.
And we proceed to top 16 :x but we have to wait till 7pm for the thrid game zzz.
Went to eat, slack slack around and i fall asleep while lieing down on a table =x. super tired
.Played against team Ancient Ones aka Sweety.
Our game was broadcast on the screen as the last game of the day :x
Fuck tat commentator! Keep say and shoot us when we losing! Mother fuckers!
We lost =( EMOOOO.

After that meet her and went to bought her stuff and then went to eat thai food :x
Then Walk walk walk walk and still walk walk walk walk around =x
Went to see merlion :x 100 year never see already =Þ HAHA.

Then went home after that. TIREDDD!

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried,

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Went to meet knowknow on Wednesday night at town to bought her stuff and went to eat ramen after that.
Kei qiang de ME, Order super spicy ramen. Really damn SPICY till i cant stand it zzz
It was quite late and she went home after that. Machiam never meet like tat =(
And i went to rSc, played throughout the whole night till morning.

Slept for an hour inside and went to Suntec to meet team rSc peoples!
Lei, Guan, Nana, Cafz, Maki, Star, mDs and one more :x.
Spend the whole day over there watching team rSc and other teams playing WGT.
The first match of the day which is team Ragnarok.rSc vs team illuminate was broadcast on live screen.
There was a commentator commenting on the game of course.
Wahhh! damn cool okayyy! rSc was like owning like no problem :x
They won the first 2 game of their groups easily and proceed to top 16 and met team f@ze but was sadly knocked out by them =( but nevertheless! good job ^^ jia you jia you.
---> rSc ftw <------------------------------------------

My leg and backbone almost breaked while spending the whole day standing and walking non stop over there =(.After that Me, Guan, Star and Nana cabbed to rSc and the rest went home.
Played awhile over there and catch last bused home =x
And now i am still awake =( i haven sleep for 2 days time. Later still have to wake up at 11am to go suntec again =.= Is my turn to play now! HAHA. hope wont feed =)
And i cut my hair again! HAHA =x super short dao siao now. like nerd =(

We need to have one more try
Will,
My heart
My tears
Touched you again?

Saturday night went to meet star at toa payoh interchange, oh my god, Long long time never go there ..

so LARGE zzz almost got lost inside the interchange LOL :x
After tat went to GGHT to play. Should be team training le but in the end all played for fun, anyhow wack only. Spend the whole night playing over there.
Reached home at 8am, slept for 4 hours and went to work zzz tired dao siaoo.
WGT coming on this thursday, team eMo ftw =x lols.

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

Had been almost a week since i last posted :x
Working and slacking at home all these while. I hate my boring life =(

Went to meet friend at cine just now in the night time.
Wanted to catch the movie *Murder of the inugami clan* at 7.40pm but we missed it so bought the tix for 9.15pm show :x
and then went to eat korean food at taka. Oh my god, the food sucks like hell okayyy zzz.
After that went for the movie.



It seem like a great show right? Jin tian yi, The detective which is damn clever. I guessed u guys sure heard or seen it before.
After the movie, i cant help but to rated this movie negative 1000 out of 5 stars.
Fucking hell okayyy. It machiam a fucking 10 year ago de show and i think cathay bought it copyright to put it on the movie list to cheat peoples money. KNN this movie suck to the core!
I wasted 2 hours watching this fked up show. Even some peoples watched halfway and walk off.
* JAPAN GREATEST MYSTERY FILM * Seriously this sentence suit this movie.
Damn pissed off zzz. The worst movie i ever watched in my life.
Catch last train to hougang and went to ate supper with friend and then home sweet home.


Here's a story joke for u all :x

The Loyal Wife

There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money,
and was a real miser when it came to his money.

Just before he died, he said to his wife, 'When I die, I want you to take
all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to
the +after-life+ with me.'

And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he
died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him.

Well, he died . . .
He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and
her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just
before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, 'Wait,
just a minute!'

She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away.

Her friend said, 'I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in
there in the casket with your husband.'

The loyal wife replied 'Listen, I can't go back on my word. I promised him
that I was going to put that money in that casket with him.'

'You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him !!! ?'

'I sure did' said the wife. 'I got it all together, put it into my account
and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it.'

Moral of the story: *Women are cleverer than Men* ......

Went to J & Jas to cut my hair just now :x oh my god, not nice nor! zzz friends say look like mushroom head zzz ka na sai!. After that went to meet friend at hougang mall to eat our dinner =x chicken chop so nice nor!
and i know my mum cooked at home but i still went to eat, in the end kenna rap by my mum zzz.
Then chat chat slack slack abit jiu go home le.
And YES YES! I'm working later in the afternoon! west coast road! ka na sai zz so far lor!
Sighh, and and i miss someone so so so so much for no reason.
and and i miss playing with her and and i am worry about her now zzz.
Okayy, i'm back to game ^^ to keep me from thinking too much.

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore

Sighh, no roadshow for this week, means i'm not working for this whole week! zzz.

I miss working lahhh! Not tat i miss those chinaman and bangala =x is i miss my colleague!

HELLOOO colleague! u all saw tat? see i so good and thoughtful ^^

I've been rotting at home for the past 2 days =( keep dota non stop till i bodyache and headache ="(
Rot Rot Rot! i'm becoming pudge soon lahhhh! Someone save me! ask me out! but i'm lazyy also :x.
I'm broke too! =( BIG sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

Hohoho, Went shopping just now in the night time with star.
Meet at cine buy some stuff and den walk to far east plaza, reach there like so late already.
Shop all closing == but at least still got bought some clothes^^
And star lucky bought some also, never shou kong kong go home =x
but ka na sai, i accidentally split some milk tea on my shirt and jean, somemore is white le zzz
After that went to meet huihui and caicai and then we went to eat at suki sushi.
Wanted to catch the movie `Death race` at cine but need to show I.C when buying and someone underage Zzzz.
Gave up the idea to watch at cine and we proceed to parklane cathay to bought the tix.
Hohoho tat bai chi never check I.C ^^ lucky =) Went to Lan inhouse dota for one round then went to catch our movie. DEATH RACE IS NICE OKAYYY! haha :x. And then went back to evo2 to dota inhouse again. cb ahloy, jiajun and hengky bully us zzzz play 3 game all lost, EMO!. Went home after tat and it's 7am now.
and and, ghost gate closing today! hohoho, someone can peacefully go home at night le :x HAHA.
later still have to go work at 12pm. hohoho, i'm off to my bed ^^

It take time to realize.
And i just realize what i just realized.

when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so i could see
That you never were the best for me.

Got woke up by my korkor at 9am yesterday zzz. He called and said today will be having steamboat and bbq at home. After that went to meet him and his gf at supermarket to shop for the food. Oh my god, shop and shop till spend 150buck on these food :x Den we went to bought durian, again spend like 50buck for some lj durian but nevermind. He paid for it, not me so my heart wont ache ^^

And then when having the bbq, it seem like it detest me or something. The oil keep "pia pi pia pi" at me zzz. ONLY AIM ME OKAY! wth! damn painnn lahhh!. Was screaming non stop when eating =x And then nevermind, my hand and face already like red red le from all those pia pi pia.
I never saw the durian put aside and i accidentally punch it damn hard and my leg auto kick it due to the pain :x Again, i scream like F and groan in pain ^^ fucking pain like no mother okayy! so many hole in my hand and leg now, na bei zzz =x.

Ate alot alot food and now my stomach is having it own unique roller coaster inside zzz so painnn =( hope not food poisoning. lj dinner make me shan heng lei lei =((

And i saw my kor smoking one type of cigarettes, i think it called electronic cigarettes. Damn special leh, don't need fire to light one. Auto got fire le :x and den inside doesn't contain those harmful stuff. the packaging is special also! it stated cigarettes is bad for health but electronic cigarettes is good for health and it taste the same as normal cigarettes! LOL? but my kor say it taste abit like shit! HAHA! because the cigarettes is RED le and is some weird weird country de cigarettes. He say only got kick when tarik-in zzz. lols but nevermind,
i dun smoke also =x i'm such a good boy.

And and! someone told me she quitting smoking. sure anot? Hope she can do it ^^ Cause i hate to see her smoke.

And and! Congrat to team zenith for wining ESWC! so qiang okayy! won team MYM from denmark and team JoY from USA and team TeG from romania, athough losing 1 game to team FeaR from brazil but still manage to make it to the playoff stage. And won team EG from USA at semi final and proceed to final and won team KS from malaysia in final! oh my god! zEn|†h.rsc for the win!

Cause you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

Hohoho i'm so zai =x I haven slept at all till now since sunday 11am. There are too much things going on my mind to kept me awake. How i wish i can just swept it away with a broom or a vacuum. Or perhaps brainwash everything.

Went to work at 8am today :x
Ended work at 2pm and went home. Reached home at 4pm, bathed and went to work again at 4pm plus. Tired dao siao lor zzz But was somehow quite fun :x lalala

Deep and Meaningless

Yesterday afternoon, It was raining the whole day and i've been massaging my leg in rainwater at my flooded workplace for the whole day too zzz. Reached home at 11plus and I took out my shoe and found out my two foot is almost rotted for soaking in those rainwater! CB! Fucking hell pain okayyy! Went to bed at 12am trying to orh orh but too much things was on my mind and i start getting emo. Cant fell asleep at all. Lie at my bed till 4am and i gave up sleeping. As usual, another sleepless night emo-ing. Somehow i felt, Days grow longer and nights grow shorter nowadays == I guess i must be getting crazy for emo-ing too much. All these emotions seem to be crushing me under their weight.

Am i deceiving myself now and all these while?
pretending not to care about you and telling myself that i don't love you.
I'm sorry i wasn't able to see certain things.
Sorry that i have been whining so much and stressing you all these times,
for trying to get the definite answer that i wanted and you did, gave it to me.
But why does it hurt so much more than alot of things ever did. Am i too naive? I guess i let you get the best of me. i bet u don't give a fuck either.

But i'm thankful to you for the time we had together nevertheless it was just a short while. Somehow i guess, I learnt how to love better.

Can someone give me a big tight slap to wake me up from this mess? I cant bear to slap myself as i'm too cute=x
Sighh, 2more hours and i have to prepare for work.Hope i wont faint during halfway^^.
Oh my god, i felt like so girl girl posting such things but i cant help it cause i emo-ing :x must understand.

I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Ka na sai lor, today wanted go shopping one den last minute that cb star say lazy don't want go. Den become i went rsc to find him. Guan gao cafz nana was there also, hohoho so long never saw them already =x Spend my whole day over there. Play play play then went to eat our dinner at KFC. After tat jiu go home le :x That the end of my sweet saturday TT so boring ><

Hohoho i'm so zi lian ^^ hahahas.

我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉
让我面对自己 无法再自恋

Lata still have to go work from 1pm to 11pm =(((( Den got work again at next morning from 7am to 2pm then 6pm got work again till 10pm =(((((((((
Sighhh, sure tired dao siao one TT

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Yesterday was so hilarious. Went to meet my colleague and off we go to jurong east interchange.
All of us was relaxing one corner while waiting for the bus, It came but non of us saw it beside me. so i ran and wave to the bus uncle to stop, he saw us but just fcuk care and drove off zzz. oh my god, so pissed off!.
One of my colleague steven said he got a idea.
"Let's run to the next bus-stop before tat bus reached there" zzz lame?
but we really listen to him and start runing like dog all the way from jurong east interchange to another bus stop and just nice we reached in time before it arrived. When we board the bus, the bus uncle was like shocked when he saw us LOL then one of my colleague so bad, he shouted damn loud while walking in.
*Chinese translate to English*
*UNCLE CANNOT WAIT ISIT? RUSHING TO DIE UH? LUCKY WE RUN VERY FAST YOU KNOW?* LOL so bad zzz.
After work went to eat dinner cum supper with steven at hougang and den home sweet home ^^.

Oh my god, this song and video is damn NICEEE lah! atho it's abit long. see see see ^^

Part one


Part two

I don't know why i miss you so much
I don't know why I still feel your touch
You left me feeling high and dry
With nothing,
Nothing but the question why

It's never enough to say I'm sorry

It's never enough to say I care

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try.

Yesterday afternoon went to meet all of my colleague and went to work together =x sighhhh, was feeling so down.
Thinking of things and daydreaming during work :Þ was so emoo lor =(

In a shared toilet. special hor? hahas.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever