HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX =)

I actually forgot it's Alex birthday today! oh my, I wanted to walk down to Geylang to find them just now as i was in that area but i didnt =( ahhhhhh wasted! tskkk!
Anyway i decided something really important!
HMMMM, i am going to sleep at 5 today! 9 more min to go =)
Am gonna wake at 7 later to do something "Fun" and i will go back to sleep right after "Fun" :)

Went out with Wen & Firdaus today :) we went for a movie called Imagine That, missed the starting part for like 15minutes thanks to Firdaus for being late!, Just kidding :) Anyway, the show was ridiculously silly and not funny at all. But still, i did tried to laugh or not it will be like so retarded to watch a comedy movie without laughing. Didnt really enjoy the movie maybe i was holding a bladder full throughout the 2nd half of the show, so i was hoping the movie can just end up real quick! hah :)

and oh my!, Firdaus bought something real sweet just now, intending to give it to her girl on her birthday. ahhhh so godamn sweet :))))) i bet her girl will scream out loud when she saw it haah!

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we ended up in fareastplaza after he got his pressie, walk around here and there, she trying to get a bag but failed to do so. nothing just seem to got into her sparkling hazel eyes but just only one! which cost 128dollar if i remember correctly. crazy so expensive! and of course she didnt bought it. but the salegirl at the shop was like ohmygod =) hehe.
and my leg is aching throughout the whole night today! tskkk! i think i must have walked too much but how can it be since we 3 walk almost the same amount of distance today. ahhhh weird..
I have a feeling that i will fall sick soon :( hmm i hope not.
Took a picture just now and i think it is really uber nice! am crazy-ing looking at it every 5,10 minutes =D hahh i think i am insane. lalala.:)

anyway!, am going to watch some anime or Heroes after i finish blogging :) and i am drinking pokka milk tea right now and i think it taste exceptionally nice! =)))))))) and i am going to sleep right after i finish my show and i hope i wont have any weird dreams later cause i am sleeping with my kor tonight so =((

Lastly i just wanna say, i think talk is cheap!, seriously cheap.

Just cook myself a packet of instant noodles a moment ago. Freaking hungry seriously.
Oh my :( so regretted for not eating the bakuteh rice just now. tskkkk!
Oh well, Today was quite tiring for me, running here and there, cabbed for like thrice? from and to a same location, cool huh?. But i dont mind at all, not even a slightly bit at all.
Do you know how painful is it to see you in this state today? It seriously break my heart, so badly. Sighh.
I just hope that she will be perfectly fine when she woke up later. Please please please!

Anyway, am feel so bad today. Been a long time since i got so fired up and actually shout so loud at someone. just feel so bad of myself for that. It's just so irritating i swear, when a bunch of peeps just keep pestering you, asking you the same questions over and over again when you had given them the fucking answer. It just sucks so big time. Damn it!.

and yeah, am working from 3pm to 11pm at Geylang later.
Most probably will be going to find her first before work.
Hey wait! Oh shit it's 4am already! oh my! am going to sleep right now so yeap =)
But before i go, Ijustwannapraytogod, seriously.

" Dear god, the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when i am not around,
when i am much too far away. " Gdnight ~

it's 3 am and i am thinking what she's doing over there right now.
am exceptionally happy yet sad at the same time. shitimissher.
okay i think i am being crazy again.
going down for supper in another 10minutes time. that's crazy i know, in the middle of 3 am.
and i just cant forget her face, the face when she broke down and cried. it just break my heart.

Ate at subway today before i went to work. didnt went with a empty stomach :)
Arrived on time at work. i wasnt late :)
But does it matter?, am so utterly upset and disappointed, you just wont know that.
I really don't want to think so, for I'll just get anxious about the little things about you.
Tskkkk!
I made a plane out of a page with the words "It'll be all right" from a notebook.
And I hope "It'll really be all right" for me as mind and brain are screwing my mood and emotional upside down.
Crabbbb!

This is it. I just hope i will get use and adapt to everything. i hope so.





ididntmeanto.seriously

Damn it! Lost a bag consist of presents which was supposedly for a birthday boy and birthday girl.
I actually forgot to took it and left it aside while boarding the bus just now, How freaking careless and unlucky can i be! Sighh, not gonna elaborate much on it, it will only made me more guilty and piss off! The only thing i want to say is, CURSE THAT FREAKING MALAY GIRL WHO TOOK IT! HOPE HER BUTT, HER BODY AND HER HAND ROTS FROM WEARING THE BOXER, T-SHIRT AND WALLET! DAMN HER!.
Tsk!! I think i need some chill pill, oh my =(
Anyway it's karen and hanqiang birthday early celebration at teoheng today but karen got something on and didnt came along :(
But there's hanqiang the birthday boy, me, weide, terry, jieyin, ernest, weihao, zanguo, siekiat and her gf who came.
Started at 12, ended at 6. Some left and some came at in between yeap.
Mood was damn screwed up because of the pressie incident and somehow something, something just seem to be missing! =(((((( so i just went off after that and some of them went to meet few more others and went for dinner.
Tsk what a bad day!

Dyed my hair at Snip Avenue today! brown color once again! Wahaha i will never get bored of this color even though i dyed the same color for like 3 or 4 times? =D But somehow this time it seem weird and boring to me :(
But nevermind it is okay because silly wen say she like it alot :D and was like intending to dye the same color as mine =D hohoho!
Met her at plazasing but i was like so so late :X am like always late when it comes to meeting her, tskkkk! i wondered why!. Im such a time management failure BUT so does she!
Ate some sausages, oreo cheesecake ( <--- it's so damn nice!) before we set off to cathay to catch surrogates =D
The show was alrightnotsoshitty but i actually almost fall asleep during halfway of the show, yawn non-stop :( Okay maybe i was too tired or something.
Oh yah forgot to mention we went to find chiobu dolphin twice today! she's always so excited when she met and know new people especially sstupid silly one this time. Oh gosh i swear she was like so happy when she see us and even more happy when we bring her out for a walk! hah.
Lalala emo-ed and spaced-out during halfway in the nighttime just now, hmm i just wanna say i am sorry about that :D

Anyway tsk! i wonder how can someone manage to type a few words and doze off infront of her laptop and wake up reply and doze off again for like three four times?
ohmygodsodamncute! hahaha.

You speak out my crazy mind!!
Am like so ridiculously happy right now =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
lalala. :) you make it as easy as 1,2 1,2,3,4.

ohmygod tskk!~ been really a long while since i last wrote =X
nothing really much to blog about anyway but just feel like doing so.
First of all, things have been going pretty good for me but not till recently.
Everything suddenly just start to change, one by one turn bad.

Wondering why am i always stuck into such a situation which is so hard to handle.
am just so disgusted with myself for making things the way it it right now.
Damn it! I can't really describe my feelings right now. Am feeling lethargic, feeling upset, jealous and heartbreak for fucking no reasons ... Shooooooo okay i get it, i think i am getting crazy.

Chatting with alot of peoples on msn right now. Be it working friends, gaming friends, girl friends, boy friends and whatever so i can just chat chit chat chit chat chit chat and clean up my rubbish polluted mind lalalalala~
Ex Dota team manager just asked me to join his team and play competitive again but i tell him that i will consider it. should be quite alot of good offers and sponser =D oh my, zx no! you cant return to competitive anymore! too waste of time, it is stressful and more unhappy moment than happy one =X tsk! i think i am really getting crazy hahaha. but most probably wont be going back to play, pubbu is still the best!

Lastly just hope everything will be fine for me soon and tml will be a better day!
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
And i just wanna sing out loud "Always look on the bright side of life, hu hu, hu hu hu hu hu hu!" hahahahahaha =D