Lunch with the tranquil peeps yesterday at big splash seafood international was fun :) But somehow it wasnt so happening as last year, alot of them think so too :(
And i saw quite alot of new faces, haha i think i am getting outlated. peoples was mentioning her name everywhere, so saddening that you are not here with me anymore.
felt quite upset when i heard that you wasnt coming, i still thought you would. hmm like the same as last year, we played bingo after our lunch and the total pool of money for this year was 470$$ =D needless to say, my group won it and we got ourself some free spare cash =D hehe.
Cycling at east coast park after that. There was Alex,Karen,Jon,Sandy,Zhixian,Jieyin,Kelvin,Jeffrey,Kiatmae,Xiumei,Norman,Ernest and Zack.
The weather was super great and so, we had a great good time cycling.
Spend some time at arcade and then went over to Suntec and that's it for the day =)


And did i mention that i accompany my big kor to penjuru to pack up on friday night time after i got home from camp? Wooo memories flashback into my mind like crazy.
I rmb the long dark, stretch of road into penjuru that we will always curse while walking in.
I rmb the bird face that you were about to cry when you got bullied, pestered by baia at penjuru 2 because i went over to 1. I rmb we will always whines like free when we saw the never ending queue. i rmb you fall asleep on my left arm when you were sick and i can only use my right arm to do 3 TD and all baias was laughing at us. i rmb every single little things.
Seriously i miss the simple life of working at roadshows. There was you, there was those fun working peeps, there was those irritating baia and nehs who will irritate you like hell.

Hah but move on with life, that's all i know and i can say beside whining over here but seriously, screw ns!

I have a problem.

It's taking a toll on everything I have.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done
.
I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.