你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呐

而你斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇

你冷了　倦了　我哭了

一開始的不快樂　你用卡片紙寫著

有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了　說好的 幸福呢

我懂得　不說了 愛淡了　夢遠了

開心與不開心一一細數著　你在不捨

那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得

你不等了　說好的　幸福呢

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

you'll be just fine, with all of your time.
its only what you're waiting for.
he's everything you need,
he's everything you want,
he's everything inside of you that you wished you could be.
he says all the right things,
at exactly the right time.

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

Yesterday i helped a bangalash fellow which cant really spoke english to retrieve back his phone code. I help him because of that :x as he cant speak non understand what the customer service person trying to said.
With me calling to get the code and fixing it, The phone were back to normal after a short while and he was like happy like @#$%! HAHA.
After that i joked with him, i told him i was thirsty after all those talking with the customer service and i point to a bottle drink. He understand what i trying to say and he took the empty bottle drink and ask me isit this brand that i want.
I told him i was just joking but he took the bottle and dissappear zzz.
After 15mins later, he came back with 2 cans of coke for me! he say he can't find the bottle drink brand zzz. Oh my god? i didn't know that he will took my words for so serious.
He say i'm a GOOD MAN before going off. LOL! but it's the truth anyway ^^ HAHA.

Yesterday was the F1 Final race also! I missed it because of working FUCK!

There was a serious F1 accident. This picture is taken by someone who witnessed it.

( PICTURE IS NOT MEANT FOR SOMEONE WITH WEAK HEART!)

DUN SCROLL DOWN IF YOU ARE ONE!

Ke lian de F1 T.T LOL

Thanks to Gallant for this.

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand

If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Had been working nowadays.
Other than that, spending almost all of my time on gaming.
It keep me from thinking of other stuff. It suck, isn't it? I hate this.
Sometime things just doesn't wait for you. There is no point, really.
Just hope i'll get better and not expecting too much non helding any hope as well.
Just finish playing the first round of Samsung King Of The Hill online compey.
WON ^^ boring game =.=
Next Saturday will be the 2nd round and i think i will be joining Gaming Giant Katong compey with my friends, it on next Saturday also =x hahas. Work Work Work, Play Play Play!! it's really getting boring. Sighhh!
I'm working later for the whole day zzz damn it. Have to wakie early!
Lalala and i'm back to my game now.

And here is a fking lame jokes, hope u all can read chinese ^^

有一天魔王把公主抓住, 公主一直叫...

魔王: 你尽管叫破喉咙吧, 没有人会来救你的! 哈哈哈!!

公主: 破喉咙~ 破喉咙~

没有人: 公主~ 我来救你了!

魔王: 妈的! 说曹操曹操就到!

曹操: 魔王! 你叫我干嘛?

魔王: 哇唠! 看到鬼!

鬼: 靠! 被发现了!

靠: 胡说! 谁发现我?

谁: 关我屁事?

魔王: Oh my GOD!

上帝: 谁叫我?

谁: 没有人叫你啊!

没有人: 我哪有?

从此, 魔王精神分裂...

It's my big kor birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! haha.
After work went down to the chalet with my colleagues at east coast park.
After i reached, my whole family and some friends was there already
and i found out something surprise! oh my goodness!!
My big kor have propose to her girlfriend at the chalet !! and she said a YES!
SADDD that i missed it! it over when i reach TT.

I heard it was everyone celebrating, singing birthday song and then proceed to cut the birthday cake.
After that my big kor ask everyone to wait as there is still another one more birthday cake.
Then someone bring it out and my kor ask her gf to open it for him.
When she opened, it was a big winnie the pooh cake with a sentence of
* WILL YOU MARRY ME?* written on it.
And then my kor kneel down on the floor in front of everyone with a necklace and a ring :x oh my god! Romantic sia!
I think my kor gf was speechless, surprised until cant talk :x

I confirm will propose until more romantic than my kor next time le ^^ HAHA.
After awhile, my family jiu cabbed home le
I went to talk to her and call her DA SAO. HAHA.

Eat and slack slack over there. Kenna force by my kor friend to drink zzz. they so CB one zz
After that colleagues jiu send me home.
I'm sick for 1 week T.T still cant recover. reason is laziness of taking medicine.

I'm so so so tired of being twisted around.

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know.
I'm scared of cracking up again,
I just
Want it to be like it was before

I have a problem.

And it makes me feel like I'm dying. It's taking a toll on everything I have.

When you want to get better and everything is just getting worse and you just go with it. This isn't helping. This isn't helping me get up. This isn't making me better.

I find no pleasure in this anymore. I find no happiness in it now.

I just want all of this to stop. It's hurting me. It's draining me. I can't look at things the same way again.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done.

I am losing this fight. Maybe I should've ended this long ago. But I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.

Oh my god! I have a DOTA compey yesterday. The match should be started on 1pm but i overslept!.
The tournament marshall called me at 12.55pm to ask me whetever my team can reach in time to play?
i was woken up by his call, of course cant lah! So the first game, we was walkover by our opponent =( SAD! after a short while, my team member called me and @#$%#$#. Obviously is tio fucked up =x
Cabbed down to suntec as there is still another one more round.
Reached there at 2pm and found out the 2nd match was us walkover our opponent zzz.
And we proceed to top 16 :x but we have to wait till 7pm for the thrid game zzz.
Went to eat, slack slack around and i fall asleep while lieing down on a table =x. super tired
.Played against team Ancient Ones aka Sweety.
Our game was broadcast on the screen as the last game of the day :x
Fuck tat commentator! Keep say and shoot us when we losing! Mother fuckers!
We lost =( EMOOOO.

After that meet her and went to bought her stuff and then went to eat thai food :x
Then Walk walk walk walk and still walk walk walk walk around =x
Went to see merlion :x 100 year never see already =Þ HAHA.

Then went home after that. TIREDDD!

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried,

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Went to meet knowknow on Wednesday night at town to bought her stuff and went to eat ramen after that.
Kei qiang de ME, Order super spicy ramen. Really damn SPICY till i cant stand it zzz
It was quite late and she went home after that. Machiam never meet like tat =(
And i went to rSc, played throughout the whole night till morning.

Slept for an hour inside and went to Suntec to meet team rSc peoples!
Lei, Guan, Nana, Cafz, Maki, Star, mDs and one more :x.
Spend the whole day over there watching team rSc and other teams playing WGT.
The first match of the day which is team Ragnarok.rSc vs team illuminate was broadcast on live screen.
There was a commentator commenting on the game of course.
Wahhh! damn cool okayyy! rSc was like owning like no problem :x
They won the first 2 game of their groups easily and proceed to top 16 and met team f@ze but was sadly knocked out by them =( but nevertheless! good job ^^ jia you jia you.
---> rSc ftw <------------------------------------------

My leg and backbone almost breaked while spending the whole day standing and walking non stop over there =(.After that Me, Guan, Star and Nana cabbed to rSc and the rest went home.
Played awhile over there and catch last bused home =x
And now i am still awake =( i haven sleep for 2 days time. Later still have to wake up at 11am to go suntec again =.= Is my turn to play now! HAHA. hope wont feed =)
And i cut my hair again! HAHA =x super short dao siao now. like nerd =(

We need to have one more try
Will,
My heart
My tears
Touched you again?

Saturday night went to meet star at toa payoh interchange, oh my god, Long long time never go there ..

so LARGE zzz almost got lost inside the interchange LOL :x
After tat went to GGHT to play. Should be team training le but in the end all played for fun, anyhow wack only. Spend the whole night playing over there.
Reached home at 8am, slept for 4 hours and went to work zzz tired dao siaoo.
WGT coming on this thursday, team eMo ftw =x lols.

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

Had been almost a week since i last posted :x
Working and slacking at home all these while. I hate my boring life =(

Went to meet friend at cine just now in the night time.
Wanted to catch the movie *Murder of the inugami clan* at 7.40pm but we missed it so bought the tix for 9.15pm show :x
and then went to eat korean food at taka. Oh my god, the food sucks like hell okayyy zzz.
After that went for the movie.



It seem like a great show right? Jin tian yi, The detective which is damn clever. I guessed u guys sure heard or seen it before.
After the movie, i cant help but to rated this movie negative 1000 out of 5 stars.
Fucking hell okayyy. It machiam a fucking 10 year ago de show and i think cathay bought it copyright to put it on the movie list to cheat peoples money. KNN this movie suck to the core!
I wasted 2 hours watching this fked up show. Even some peoples watched halfway and walk off.
* JAPAN GREATEST MYSTERY FILM * Seriously this sentence suit this movie.
Damn pissed off zzz. The worst movie i ever watched in my life.
Catch last train to hougang and went to ate supper with friend and then home sweet home.


Here's a story joke for u all :x

The Loyal Wife

There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money,
and was a real miser when it came to his money.

Just before he died, he said to his wife, 'When I die, I want you to take
all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to
the +after-life+ with me.'

And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he
died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him.

Well, he died . . .
He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and
her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just
before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, 'Wait,
just a minute!'

She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away.

Her friend said, 'I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in
there in the casket with your husband.'

The loyal wife replied 'Listen, I can't go back on my word. I promised him
that I was going to put that money in that casket with him.'

'You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him !!! ?'

'I sure did' said the wife. 'I got it all together, put it into my account
and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it.'

Moral of the story: *Women are cleverer than Men* ......

Went to J & Jas to cut my hair just now :x oh my god, not nice nor! zzz friends say look like mushroom head zzz ka na sai!. After that went to meet friend at hougang mall to eat our dinner =x chicken chop so nice nor!
and i know my mum cooked at home but i still went to eat, in the end kenna rap by my mum zzz.
Then chat chat slack slack abit jiu go home le.
And YES YES! I'm working later in the afternoon! west coast road! ka na sai zz so far lor!
Sighh, and and i miss someone so so so so much for no reason.
and and i miss playing with her and and i am worry about her now zzz.
Okayy, i'm back to game ^^ to keep me from thinking too much.

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore

Sighh, no roadshow for this week, means i'm not working for this whole week! zzz.

I miss working lahhh! Not tat i miss those chinaman and bangala =x is i miss my colleague!

HELLOOO colleague! u all saw tat? see i so good and thoughtful ^^

I've been rotting at home for the past 2 days =( keep dota non stop till i bodyache and headache ="(
Rot Rot Rot! i'm becoming pudge soon lahhhh! Someone save me! ask me out! but i'm lazyy also :x.
I'm broke too! =( BIG sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true