Hohoho, Went shopping just now in the night time with star.
Meet at cine buy some stuff and den walk to far east plaza, reach there like so late already.
Shop all closing == but at least still got bought some clothes^^
And star lucky bought some also, never shou kong kong go home =x
but ka na sai, i accidentally split some milk tea on my shirt and jean, somemore is white le zzz
After that went to meet huihui and caicai and then we went to eat at suki sushi.
Wanted to catch the movie `Death race` at cine but need to show I.C when buying and someone underage Zzzz.
Gave up the idea to watch at cine and we proceed to parklane cathay to bought the tix.
Hohoho tat bai chi never check I.C ^^ lucky =) Went to Lan inhouse dota for one round then went to catch our movie. DEATH RACE IS NICE OKAYYY! haha :x. And then went back to evo2 to dota inhouse again. cb ahloy, jiajun and hengky bully us zzzz play 3 game all lost, EMO!. Went home after tat and it's 7am now.
and and, ghost gate closing today! hohoho, someone can peacefully go home at night le :x HAHA.
later still have to go work at 12pm. hohoho, i'm off to my bed ^^

It take time to realize.
And i just realize what i just realized.

when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so i could see
That you never were the best for me.

Got woke up by my korkor at 9am yesterday zzz. He called and said today will be having steamboat and bbq at home. After that went to meet him and his gf at supermarket to shop for the food. Oh my god, shop and shop till spend 150buck on these food :x Den we went to bought durian, again spend like 50buck for some lj durian but nevermind. He paid for it, not me so my heart wont ache ^^

And then when having the bbq, it seem like it detest me or something. The oil keep "pia pi pia pi" at me zzz. ONLY AIM ME OKAY! wth! damn painnn lahhh!. Was screaming non stop when eating =x And then nevermind, my hand and face already like red red le from all those pia pi pia.
I never saw the durian put aside and i accidentally punch it damn hard and my leg auto kick it due to the pain :x Again, i scream like F and groan in pain ^^ fucking pain like no mother okayy! so many hole in my hand and leg now, na bei zzz =x.

Ate alot alot food and now my stomach is having it own unique roller coaster inside zzz so painnn =( hope not food poisoning. lj dinner make me shan heng lei lei =((

And i saw my kor smoking one type of cigarettes, i think it called electronic cigarettes. Damn special leh, don't need fire to light one. Auto got fire le :x and den inside doesn't contain those harmful stuff. the packaging is special also! it stated cigarettes is bad for health but electronic cigarettes is good for health and it taste the same as normal cigarettes! LOL? but my kor say it taste abit like shit! HAHA! because the cigarettes is RED le and is some weird weird country de cigarettes. He say only got kick when tarik-in zzz. lols but nevermind,
i dun smoke also =x i'm such a good boy.

And and! someone told me she quitting smoking. sure anot? Hope she can do it ^^ Cause i hate to see her smoke.

And and! Congrat to team zenith for wining ESWC! so qiang okayy! won team MYM from denmark and team JoY from USA and team TeG from romania, athough losing 1 game to team FeaR from brazil but still manage to make it to the playoff stage. And won team EG from USA at semi final and proceed to final and won team KS from malaysia in final! oh my god! zEn|†h.rsc for the win!

Cause you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

Hohoho i'm so zai =x I haven slept at all till now since sunday 11am. There are too much things going on my mind to kept me awake. How i wish i can just swept it away with a broom or a vacuum. Or perhaps brainwash everything.

Went to work at 8am today :x
Ended work at 2pm and went home. Reached home at 4pm, bathed and went to work again at 4pm plus. Tired dao siao lor zzz But was somehow quite fun :x lalala

Deep and Meaningless

Yesterday afternoon, It was raining the whole day and i've been massaging my leg in rainwater at my flooded workplace for the whole day too zzz. Reached home at 11plus and I took out my shoe and found out my two foot is almost rotted for soaking in those rainwater! CB! Fucking hell pain okayyy! Went to bed at 12am trying to orh orh but too much things was on my mind and i start getting emo. Cant fell asleep at all. Lie at my bed till 4am and i gave up sleeping. As usual, another sleepless night emo-ing. Somehow i felt, Days grow longer and nights grow shorter nowadays == I guess i must be getting crazy for emo-ing too much. All these emotions seem to be crushing me under their weight.

Am i deceiving myself now and all these while?
pretending not to care about you and telling myself that i don't love you.
I'm sorry i wasn't able to see certain things.
Sorry that i have been whining so much and stressing you all these times,
for trying to get the definite answer that i wanted and you did, gave it to me.
But why does it hurt so much more than alot of things ever did. Am i too naive? I guess i let you get the best of me. i bet u don't give a fuck either.

But i'm thankful to you for the time we had together nevertheless it was just a short while. Somehow i guess, I learnt how to love better.

Can someone give me a big tight slap to wake me up from this mess? I cant bear to slap myself as i'm too cute=x
Sighh, 2more hours and i have to prepare for work.Hope i wont faint during halfway^^.
Oh my god, i felt like so girl girl posting such things but i cant help it cause i emo-ing :x must understand.

I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Ka na sai lor, today wanted go shopping one den last minute that cb star say lazy don't want go. Den become i went rsc to find him. Guan gao cafz nana was there also, hohoho so long never saw them already =x Spend my whole day over there. Play play play then went to eat our dinner at KFC. After tat jiu go home le :x That the end of my sweet saturday TT so boring ><

Hohoho i'm so zi lian ^^ hahahas.

我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉
让我面对自己 无法再自恋

Lata still have to go work from 1pm to 11pm =(((( Den got work again at next morning from 7am to 2pm then 6pm got work again till 10pm =(((((((((
Sighhh, sure tired dao siao one TT

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Yesterday was so hilarious. Went to meet my colleague and off we go to jurong east interchange.
All of us was relaxing one corner while waiting for the bus, It came but non of us saw it beside me. so i ran and wave to the bus uncle to stop, he saw us but just fcuk care and drove off zzz. oh my god, so pissed off!.
One of my colleague steven said he got a idea.
"Let's run to the next bus-stop before tat bus reached there" zzz lame?
but we really listen to him and start runing like dog all the way from jurong east interchange to another bus stop and just nice we reached in time before it arrived. When we board the bus, the bus uncle was like shocked when he saw us LOL then one of my colleague so bad, he shouted damn loud while walking in.
*Chinese translate to English*
*UNCLE CANNOT WAIT ISIT? RUSHING TO DIE UH? LUCKY WE RUN VERY FAST YOU KNOW?* LOL so bad zzz.
After work went to eat dinner cum supper with steven at hougang and den home sweet home ^^.

Oh my god, this song and video is damn NICEEE lah! atho it's abit long. see see see ^^

Part one


Part two

I don't know why i miss you so much
I don't know why I still feel your touch
You left me feeling high and dry
With nothing,
Nothing but the question why

It's never enough to say I'm sorry

It's never enough to say I care

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try.

Yesterday afternoon went to meet all of my colleague and went to work together =x sighhhh, was feeling so down.
Thinking of things and daydreaming during work :Þ was so emoo lor =(

In a shared toilet. special hor? hahas.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

My tears run down like razorblades
I cry, i cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head

Hohohoho. my first virgin post :DDDD
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Wee finally set up my blog! Alone by myself okay! chao li hai de hor? :x
but of course with some help from tat nerd huihui ^^
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Never had enough sleep yesterday night and went to work this afternoon.
Today was working the whole day at little india mustafa for god damn 10 hours.
Was so irritated by a cb china man while working,
He asked me for some help for his phone and i helped.
But the phone have some problem which i cant fix it so i just tell him to go to our customer service shop, But tat phua cb die die dun want go,
Just stand in front of me and keep repeating the whole sentence again n again.
*jiu jiu ni lah, bang wo xiu li wo de dian hua* and some lj chinese which totally cant be understandable.
So i tell him the same things over again but still, he die die dun want go.
And stand beside me repeating the same things for like an hour.
But k0Ngk0nG is clever le, I point my finger to right side n ask him to look
And while he turn n see, i straight run for my life to the washroom ^^ Clever hor? HAHAHA.
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Today olympic Singapore lose to China in table tennis team final T.T
Omg waste but nevermind, Got sliver! 75k!
Silver is the city-state's first medal since 1960..