Sunday, August 22, 2010

Okay first week in camp wasnt that great. passed my test to self drive already and i got outfield for my first detail == tskkkk! 3D2N somemore! got sick when i wake up in the morning on the 2nd day. worst than you can imagine, got slightly fever, sore throat, cough, cold, headache, neckache, iyaaaa basically my whole body got screwed up. i think got bitten too much by all those damn mosquitoes, those are not original mosquito but commando type one! they bite your ass, your face, your nose, anywhere if there is blood in your flesh. am totally speechless, didnt know they were so despo for blood. but anyway i am still here blogging so that means i am still alive but still feeling quite sick and i have to book in later and thats the main point =( sighhhh!

and woah! went for "1040movie" sermon yesterday evening time with kenneth and it was so damn great! The whole thing last for about 4 hours. Powerful preaching by Jaeson Ma! talking about christianity revolution going on right now in asia and so as the movie was showing about.
WOOOOOO is all i can say about 1040. but was quite disturbed by the last part where almost everyone tongue speak because it was my first time seeing it and i got goosebumps by everyone actions =X and so did kenneth i guess! hahaaahaha. and i guess i am long forgotten by her while i am here having heartache every single day for the past 7 months. hahhh hilarious.


and this is Jaeson Ma single! click it now!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Basic theory? Advanced theory? TP? Park here park there? Tskk! Where got time! =D
like like like finally finally finally finish my driving course after 3 month of training!
Booking out on saturday and booking in the next day for the past 3 month was no life, no time, no freedom for every single things.
SO woohoo right now, i am so so so so so gonna enjoy my off till Tuesday night!
and hell yeah right, it's Tuesday today. We just finish our course today and i cant believe they expect us to go back to our actual main camp on the same day. Damn.
Quite sad that all of the people which i have known for the past 3 month have to be separate and go back to our own respective unit already =(( Our group was like so happening ya know, so many crazy peeps =) most rojak group ever also. we've korean, china, malaysia, myanmar, thailand, eurasian, philiphines and so many more. hahaha but what to do? too bad. just hope that we will still see each other around. alright, time to pack up and back to camp =)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Oh shit i feel exceptionally old today because i am officially 19 ! no more "19 this year", not anymore but I embrace aging. I'm not joking, it's very simple, as you grow, you learn more. if you stayed at 18 , you'll always be as ignorant as you were at 18, aging is not just decay, it's growth. It's more than the negative.

Anyway i have to admit this year birthday was one of the best ever, with so many amazing peoples around! Praise the lord! and my bank account rapidly depleting in just 1 week =P.
Saturday BBQ party was kinda screwed up with almost half of my friend list unable to turn up on that day =( Everything was just too last minute, the BBQ pit, the food and the guest list. but still =) it was still quite a success huh.

Predators on Sunday was good. Buffet steamboat with the guys yesterday was definitely one of the best i ever had, follow by the stupid boat quay trip and finally spending the whole night singing at Cineleisure =))))))))))

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Hmm, just feel like shouting out some of my opinions that Karen was saying on FB that day
This was what Karen say,
" This world is getting more and more crazy "
and i strongly agree with it.

Cant you see, peoples nowadays are so involved and wrapped up with materialistic things, egotistical things, career, having enough money, millions of little acts until they has no perspective on what's really important anymore.
The relationships we have, we take all these things for granted.

Where's the love i wondered.

That's why it's so important to find a loving relationship with someone because so much of the culture does not give you that but people nowadays, either they are too selfish to take part in a real loving relationship or they are just plain materialistic and realistic.

And this was what Karen say,

" are we all victims of conditioned responses doomed to repeat unconsicous relationship patterns over and over again? "

hahh.

But i believe God will give you someone who truly loves for LOVE BELIEVES! ...

And guess what, it's time for me to return to my stupid camp =(( so feel like blogging somemore =( hah, some other times then, seeya =)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Just went to get my hair cut at Hougang snip avenue and i got entertain by the muscular man hahahaha so scary but somehow i still manage to endure through and it reminds me of your pretty filipino hair which he cut for you! ohmygod hahahaaha cannot stand it.

Anyway yyyyayyyyyyyyy TP this coming wed! Class 3 & 4, Here i come!
Hopefully i can pass it on my first time =)) Hmmm perhaps Class 2 too? I'm thinking to play some bike as well =X But still depend whether i can afford the time to take anot haha.

Monday, May 31, 2010

想要放 放不掉 淚在飄

你看看 你看看 看不到

我假裝過去不重要 

卻發現自己辦不到 =(



假如能的话

若角色對調 你說好不好?

Sunday, May 2, 2010

got posted to sungei gedong camp and i totally hate my new in-charge to the core. he's such an ass, freaking 150cm hobbit only know how to shout and scream at us all day long. This is the first time i see someone so annoying and irritating in my life, seriously like whatheshit. very very very very tempt to punch this hobbit in the face if only i wont get into trouble by doing that =X

Hmm currently have to wait for slot for my driving course and i doubt it will be so fast, at least have to wait 3month for it =( sighhh. have to do all types of shits that you cant imagine for this 3month before i can get posted to my driving course =( and there's so many seniors that like to take advantage of us seeing that we just came in as a trainee. and guess what, _|_ right on their face, bunch of assholes.


Anyway i got nights out every single day, still not bad huh :) can go outside from 5pm to 10pm :)

But still like not enough time. went to watch ipman2 with my mates that day and we have to cab to and fro because we were running out of time. and yeah, ipman2 is awesome kick ass! must watch!

ermm and half of my trainee mates are from china =| everyday chao ni ma de, chao ni ma de until i am quite sick and irritated by it already tskkk. another half of the guys are all nice people =) coincidentally, 1 of them is my secondary school best friend woots =) life is going fine inside with these great peoples =)

and i hope i can achieve what i want to in this 2 years.
zx have faith!



she says she's so in love, she finally got it right

I wonder if she know she's all i think about at night

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

OHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
I've to stay back in camp on this sat and sun for advance range shoot =((((((((((((((
Sigh and there goes my precious weekend.
arghh, it's suck to wake up so early this two days to go back camp and listen lectures for the whole 11 hours :( and there's so many china man in my group =|
The way they say " YES SIR!" made me goes SHALALALALAL HAAAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA =DDDDDDDD

am blogging this while waiting kenneth to come over my place then we will be going stadium for some run and some workout :) but i am so tired and sleepy right now :( hmm but cant helps, IPPT this thursday so have to train abit harder for the gold =X 200DOLLAR HERE I COME! HEHEHEHEHE.

he's everything you need,
he's everything you want,
he's everything inside of you that you wished you could be

oh my, i'm so envy of him, so jealous of him, so so so so and
i think i am a idiot and i am weird and crazy =X

Monday, April 19, 2010

I spent 70dollar on cabbbbie today! NO WAY OH MY GOD =((((((((
I totally hate waking up so early to book in! =( 5.30am all the way from sengkang to jurong =(
and my camp is just right beside kian teck hostel and blue star =X so tempt to work can!
and lastly, screw my Gmarket orders upside down! stupid shit so troublesome like 1234. arghhhhhhhhhh!
damn it and goodnight everyone.

and i'm missing you again
Oh no, once again.
HEY HEY HEY YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT? I ACTUALLY GOT POSTED OUT OF MY CAMP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!

Only 1% of my company people got the chance to be posted out and im actually one of them!! woots=) i'm still wondering is this a good thing or bad thing. like so weird you know? to be posted to a new camp with new environment and new faces. The peoples which i have been so close with for the past 4 months will be all gone =(((( wont be seeing them for a very long time until i finish my driving course in my new jurong camp 2. ohhh that's right! i forgot to mention that i am going to become a driver! hahah =D got stun for like 5 seconds before i response when they called out my name for the driver list, my mouth was wide open and face was so >O at that time. serious i am not joking. i still thought i was going to be some sharpshooter metaldoll shit thing. hah but driver still not bad huh? =) but i am still wondering how can they send a sharpshooter + ippt gold to become a driver? like so humiliating can =DDDDDDDDDDDD ohmygod i am so thick skin =DDDDDDDDD HEHEHEHEHEE. anyway im posting in to my new camp in another 5 hour time. gonna take a cab later as i got over 40kg of stuff to bring over :( stupid big kor dont want to fetch me over, only know how to sleep sleep sleep! pig ass.

Hmmm did anyone heard about the new movie KICK ASS? hey it is really DAMN KICK ASS okay! 5 THUMB UP! one of the blockbuster movie to watch before ipman2 and ironman2 release so yeah!!
and and i totally hate causeway point cathay cinema. the theatre i went in to watch, the screen was like 1m away from the first row of seat can? and i was on the fourth rows with my friends. okay the 1m is kind of over exaggerating but i have to slide my body down the seat until i can only feel half of my ass on the seat then it was just nice for me to see properly. tskk, watch until so uncomfortable :(

Anyway tml school reopening right huh? for quite some of you all =)
Hey, Please take good care of all yourself and stay healthy kay especially you, remember to eat all your meal and remember to bring your jacket and water bottle to school and remember not to skip too much lectures and tutorial even it's boring like 1234 or a weird neh neh lecturer with weird accent or whatsoever. most importantly please wake up like earlier so you dont have to cab to school like forever. blessed shall you be in the school, and blessed wherever you are.

hmm i tripped on dolphin leg yesterday night and knock my ankle against the cabinet. hmmm, i think i broke my ankle.

Friday, April 16, 2010

just came back from K session with the tranquil peeps! woots so happy!:) been a long time since i K, the last time was like before i enter the army? so long ago alr can! anw basically it was me, terry and kenneth holding the mic during the 3 hour session. the rest all sitting one corner using phone and laptop! wth can, come ktv inside play handphone and lappy? tskkk somemore they all help to foot the bill =( sigh, i dont like! but appreciate that they all came down for the outing =) especially km! she got work in the nighttime but she still came down and she has to cabbed to her office right after the singing session. ahh thank you :)
hmm for some reason, the peoples and the atmosphere is just like that day, exactly 7 months ago from today. you were wearing the white top, jiapalang btm and the weirdo color jacket. hah, and i miss singing duet song.

ohh shit i forgot about the time!, i still have to wake up at 6am to book in later! sighh stupid one, go back just to know about our new vocation then book out again. waste of our time :( hmmm and there goes my civilian life once again :( but still not bad huh, at least i got to enjoy 9 days of it :) hope i wont have trouble adjusting back my body clock time. had been sleeping at around 2 or 3 almost every night and woke up in the afternoon time and now i have to adjust back to 10pm follow by 5am every day =((((((((((((((( different so BIG can!!! lalala whining session over, gdnight =D gtg.....

Everything was just a lie

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Woots! April fool! Scam and fool so many peoples on that day =D haha.
Booked out on thursday evening time but book back in on friday night time and book out again on Sat afternoon time and i have to book in later again =( so stupid right! just because of some armor relay run organise by our battalion. hey! there is like 13 battalion in armor ley but how come we are the one who organise the run? somemore my company are the one doing almost everything! ahhh stupid one.

Went to JB on friday afternoon, Ohmy, checkpoint, bus interchange, everywhere was crowded like some great singapore sale. I went out of my house at 1 pm but only manage to reach there at 4pm :( i and my friends was rushing everywhere like some crazy lunatics because i got to book in at 9pm because of the STUPID RUN!. Arghhh damn pissed off. But shopping was nice, seafood was even nicer =D Crayfish, Blackpepper crabs, Cereal prawns, sambal veg! bla blah blah, 1 pax pay like 20dollar sgd only. so cheap =D hahaha.

and i went to crystal jade kitchen with my family yesterday! bill was 300dollars! =X so expensive right!!! ohhh man but i think at least 100dollars went into my stomach =| hahaha stomach was bloated like some balloon. everything was nice especially the mango pudding, heavenly! must try!
but she's not here with me eating with my family this time, not anymore.

hmm =D quite looking forward for my pop this friday! friday friday friday! ohyeah goodfriday everyone! haha abit quite late and random =X wish everyone have fun at their easter celebration! grace upon grace! god bless!!
woots anw, 5more days to pop, po ,po, P!! =D family coming for my passing out parade! yay! =) but, but i wish more than that which is impossible.
i think i got some idea of my vocation after my pop already. I'll be the sharpshooter in my section holding on to 3xscope Sar21 and another 1 more weapon, Metaldoll which i dunno what the hell is that but i heard it weights 5kg only. uhhhhh like not so bad huh =)



You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing.

this song is kinda like, hmm true?
currently learning on guitar :)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Ohmy ohmy April 9! 10more days to go! =))))))
i can almost smell pop!
Finished my 24km roadmarch at east coast park before i book out on friday. Tskkkk! took us 12 hours to finish it man. Now i know what is really "SHAGGG". hahaha.
And did i mention i went on a field camp trip at tekong last week? 6D5N! Best holiday ever. Horrible plus terrible, So not fun at all. Raining almost every single day =( nehneh.
And we march 18km back to ferry terminal on the last day and it rains too! tskkkkk!
But thanks god everything is over already! :)

Quite satisfied with myself for getting gold timing for 2.4km Ippt test this week, Like finally can! After i tried so hard everytime. haha.

Hmm went out with the singtel peeps yesterday night time. Went to eat at Cathay Astons. We Queue for like 1hour 20min for that, so long right? lol. and we went to took some neoprint at arcade after that, jieyin sponser ley! so nice of her right but the neoprint cost 3dollar only! lol! so budget! and the photo is so bloody small haha. you're right, you pay for the quality, yi fen qian, yi fen huo =D
and i hope i will be able to go Genting with hanqiang they all. hope they are going on the april time as i got 10 days block leave to clear after i pop =X


hey if you are seeing this, im sorry but i dont want to waste your time and my time and watch you fade away like she does.

it's amazing the things you will realize when you lose someone.
I didnt know you will impact me this much.
We used to be so close didnt we? we used to talk about things, anything, every single thing.
i thought i was your good friend? your best friend? your someone special?
It's amazing how things can just change in an instance and then i become your nothing anymore.
y ... why .. was everything even real ? was you too ? i wondered.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Lunch with the tranquil peeps yesterday at big splash seafood international was fun :) But somehow it wasnt so happening as last year, alot of them think so too :(
And i saw quite alot of new faces, haha i think i am getting outlated.
peoples was mentioning her name everywhere, so saddening that you are not here with me anymore.
felt quite upset when i heard that you wasnt coming, i still thought you would.
hmm like the same as last year, we played bingo after our lunch and the total pool of money for this year was 470$$ =D needless to say, my group won it and we got ourself some free spare cash =D hehe.
Cycling at east coast park after that. There was Alex,Karen,Jon,Sandy,Zhixian,Jieyin,Kelvin,Jeffrey,Kiatmae,Xiumei,Norman,Ernest and Zack.
The weather was super great and so, we had a great good time cycling.
Spend some time at arcade and then went over to Suntec and that's it for the day =)


And did i mention that i accompany my big kor to penjuru to pack up on friday night time after i got home from camp? Wooo memories flashback into my mind like crazy.

I rmb the long dark, stretch of road into penjuru that we will always curse while walking in.
I rmb the bird face that you were about to cry when you got bullied, pestered by baia at penjuru 2 because i went over to 1. I rmb we will always whines like free when we saw the never ending queue. i rmb you fall asleep on my left arm when you were sick and i can only use my right arm to do 3 TD and all baias was laughing at us. i rmb every single little things.
Seriously i miss the simple life of working at roadshows. There was you, there was those fun working peeps, there was those irritating baia and nehs who will irritate you like hell.

Hah but move on with life, that's all i know and i can say beside whining over here but seriously, screw ns!



I have a problem.


It's taking a toll on everything I have.

Here I am. Breaking down, falling apart. They say God doesn't expect me to be perfect. But I believe He expected that much from me which I still haven't done
.

I haven't been strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for anything. And still I'm not.

There goes my faith.

Sunday, February 28, 2010


Hey gdmorning world! Ohmy live firing this week was so much fun and exciting you know =D but bloody tiring. Imagine firing at the same place for up to 18hours everyday uh! tskkkkkk! and i got sharpshooter marksmen with the highest score in my group =) 30/32 dont playplay =DD hehe.
and and guess what! i got the best improvement chins up in my whole platoon! from 2 chins up to 15 chins up, dont play play hor =DDD hehehe and i got a free donut as a reward for that == so encouraging can?

Anyway i'm so in love with guitar and piano nowadays. Been trying to spend as much time as possible on it when i book out everytime but i scare will become abit rusty during the weekdays period in camp =(
Hmm am going to play my guitar after i finish this post and gonna prepare for church after that then after service have to go home prepare to go back camp already =((((( and there goes my sunday.

Some dolphin and ricky photos below =))




RIP my beloved Uncle, you'll always be remember.


Its unexplainable

Kind of and unattainable

When the person you love aint enough.
I'm broken, tired, I feel so pitiful,
Look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.


Sunday, February 21, 2010



Best "im yours" cover ever =)


booked out at 11.59pm on Friday night and i have to book in at 8pm later. How cruel right =(

My back, shoulder, arm, is aching like nobody business now because of the damn road march on friday =(
Live firing this week and Outfield coming on next week! tsk! I am so tired seriously, Physically and mentally screwed. and I still see your face on my locker everyday, i still cant seem to face the truth, i still cant seem to accept the fact. why, tell me why you are so hard to forget. it've been a month already and im still so upset about it. i still think of you everynight before i go sleep. why, why do you have to lead me on all these while? why, why, why?

Your just a sad song with nothing to say